I was the one who called off our relationship. Let me just say one thing to defend what I just did. I admit that I did it out of selfishness. I guess I'm unfair like that and clearly inconsiderate. I really can't rant in any of the social sites because I know that I am judged by the way how I ended it. For pete's sake, I just left him there while I drove home alone. I do feel regret, thinking I could have done it better. But what's done is done. There's no going back.
I've been with this guy for 22 months. He's sweet, caring, and everything a woman would ask for. He never cheats, he never lies to you (except for the amount of rice he had eaten), and never does anything that he knows will upset you. However, he may he perfect in all his ways and in everything that he is, I figured that he's not the right person for me.
I've read love thought catalogs on Facebook about how love works, how happy you should be, and know when to stop the relationship when its no longer working. I know they're purely opinions and just "thoughts", but there is something that I realized along those words. Love has to feel right. For yourself, for your future, and basically for everything. Unfortunately, I don't feel the same towards him.
I called it off because I don't see any point to it anymore. What is a relationship for when in the first place you don't want that person to be in your life for the rest of your living days? So we broke up.
He begged me to stay. But I am as cold as the north pole, I didn't feel any remorse about what happened, not until now that I've realized what I actually done. I'm not asking for a forgiveness, nor am I apologizing. But I just want everyone to understand it on my point of view.