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Well guess who cried for 2 hrs straight.
Literally this week has been so fucking hectic.Getting back to offline school after 2 years is hard but that's for pretty much everyone.But here's the deal,school starts at 10am and ends at 4:30 then I have two to three tuitions 2 hrs each then homework,studying and writing pressure.And each day getting scolded by the teachers for laughing too much,friend's telling me to get the fuck out of the class cause I'm annoying And facing this all alone.70%OF MY CLASS HATES ME,and the rest who don't...welp they are simply not bothered.I am tired of having to sit alone most days,like pretty much everyone has someone to sit with I don't.Some people do temporarily sit with me but after a few periods they shift cause their friends wanna sit with them and ofc priorities.Even my BFF,she is great she is truly the best but she has a best friend who wants to and will sit with her,when they sit together she laughs,talks and enjoys in general more than when we sit together.So no I may be annoying,stupid,ugly but I am not selfish enough to take that from her.
Guess it's better for one useless soul to get sad than many others who don't deserve to be sad.idk bye