Dear readers,
I had begun writing Meerasim fanfics at a very painful point in my life. I was coping with the cancer diagnosis of my father- and to be honest- not coping very well. When I began writing, it felt like an escape from the constant worry and anxiety I felt towards the situation. I could disappear into the worlds I created and everything seemed better.
To be honest, it’s been a wonderful coping mechanisms to keep me distracted and mentally well enough to function. Whatever life threw at me, and it did throw quite a lot at me these last couple of years, coping became slightly easier as you all and your love eased that journey.
Today, my father has deteriorated significantly and as he battles the awful disease with every last bit of his strength, and I find myself unable to write.
I know that I would be back but right now I am running around just trying to be half as good of a daughter as I could be.
Writing seems hard now. Distraction doesn’t seem to work anymore.
Maybe I will be back soon, maybe I will be back later. Maybe writing will ease this journey for me as well. Maybe it will not. I don’t know.
I just wanted to update you all with the situation so that you don’t sit there wondering what happened. I also want to thank Wattpad readers for being a great source of love and encouragement for me. You hold a special place in my heart.
Seeking your love and prayers for my father