I can already tell this is gonna be long and sad. Oh well XD. So many problems have popped up in the past year, and I just wanna rewind time. First, I realized I'm bisexual, and have a crush on a girl (I'm a girl). She only sees me as a friend. Second, I just separated myself from a group of friends because one of them made me feel uncomfortable, and now I have nobody to be with on the school field trip, which is three days long. Third, my dad left us for his job for a year, because he had to. Fourth, I feel like I'm getting farther and farther away from my group of best friends I've known for six years. And because of all this, I have cut myself twice. I haven't done it in a couple weeks, but I'm thinking of all these things and I have the urge to do it again. What do I do?