GrumpyCatUni

Was Ace_Uniqua.
          
          
          I am now GrumpyCatUni.

We need to talk about healthcare more and eliminate reasons why the system sucks. Why? Because too many doctors are stupid in an age where medical centers preach "all-inclusive care and treatment." For me, it took my primary doctor a whole month to approve a new referral to an OBGYN. I requested a female one and they wanted to send me to a male one. There's no way I'll ever let male professionals enter my nether regions for any reason due to my past and I actually feel like female professionals in that field can be way more understanding when it comes to those issues. No hate to any dude who actively works to make OBGYN visits a comfortable experience for clients but, there's still too many that only seek to cause more pain and suffering to female clients as they are being seen/treated. Then, there's my brother's doctor who sent a referral for MRIs. They were not the MRIs Mom wants done. He's had MRIs done laying down. He needs to do them sitting and his doctor sent him to the wrong location for the wrong service. They also think he's stupid due to his autism and believe that's the reason why he's not bowel-trained and still can't go like a normal kid his age. They also sent out a dental referral for him for the wrong procedure. He needs x-rays and a ton of work done but, he needs to be sedated to do all of it, including x-rays. They sent him to have his teeth pulled, not full-sedation x-rays and dental work. He currently has a major toothache that I know they'll definitely take care of but, he's getting irritated with it. The doctors said their systems were a month behind. That's it. We just saw his referrals come in this week. I'm still waiting on mine. We told these people exactly what we needed and they still didn't listen. Idk if it's ablism or they genuinely got confused and sent referrals to professionals who had availability without paying attention to our actual needs but, it needs to stop or doctors will be getting sued left and right, dude.

Okay, I know Chapter 5 just dropped a couple days ago and the fandom is currently going crazy over the new content. Please do not spoil anything for me. I'm pretty sure I'm about halfway through my pacifist playthrough and I don't want anyone telling me how to beat the secret boss or final boss until I get to them. But why does this ruler have to look like a dude from some magical girl/boy anime dating sim? Like, be for real here, Toby? Also, I am starting to get attached to the side characters in the new Dark World and the Light World section is fun, too! I still have quite a lot to get through on my two other files before I can get to Chapter 5 on them but, I'll get there one of these days!
          
          So, I'm putting up a spoiler ban for about a couple weeks to give myself time to get caught up. I'm also gonna avoid getting in on all the hype and simping shenanigans around the final boss because I don't feel like rearranging my simp list. Besides, he seems like an annoying jerkface of an anime protagonist. I can't have that energy disgrace my simp list.
          
          
          Wait a second... Mettaton exists.

Not Toby Fox making another potential thirsttrap/simptrap character that is conventionally attractive this time around instead of objectheads and tiny men. What kind of dark sorcery did you use to make him, sir?! WHAT WERE YOU EVEN ON, DUDE?!

DELTARUNE... TODAY

So, I just saw this film called The Sound of Freedom with Mom today and it's left me feeling very heavy. I don't want to spoil too much about it for anyone who hasn't seen it or risk my account getting reported but, I highly recommend it to anyone who may like to learn more about a lot of what I went through. While I didn't suffer everything that was talked about in the film, my experiences are still very similar. It goes into detail to reveal the truth about one of the biggest organized crime businesses/rings in the U.S. alone as well as how law enforcement or rescue organizations go about finding the victims and getting them back home while tracking and detaining suppliers and buyers. This film made me wonder how different my life could have been if I had never said anything nearly ten years ago. For my mom, it really made her look at her own life and her experiences as a survivor of csa as well as a parent to another survivor. It's heartbreaking and infuriating but, it really is eye-opening. They even directly mention how s3x tr@ff!cing is far more profitable than drugs or firearms–all real stats included. Feel free to watch it but, do bring tissues because you may cry and be careful since some topics/scenes can be triggering.

Mom and I have been trying to find lawyers for a csa case. She says I can go after the taxi company my father used to work for before he died in 2019. Why? Personal reasons related to traumas I suffered. There was one event that had happened in his taxi back in 2016 and that taxi was most likely owned by the taxi company's owner or the mechanic for the company. They just loaned it to my father so he could use it for work and daily life because he was also homeless at the time. But here's the frustrating thing. Nearly every law group we've contacted has said they are unable to take the case because all their lawyers are busy or the law firm isn't up for dealing with sa cases. I'm over here like "Why did you list that as a service if you're not willing to take those cases right now?" because personal injury firms should be able to tackle sa cases since sa/csa is a personal injury that can leave victims with lasting PTSD and other psychological/physical damage and pain years later.
          
          Another thing, the flood gates opened and released the red river this last weekend. So, I've been hormonal the past three days and this whole thing isn't helping at all. It's disheartening because I'm trying to get this lawsuit filed within the statute of limitations/deadline and we've had no luck finding a lawyer. They say they believe me but, they aren't doing anything to help.

I now use a period tracker to stay organized and help keep track of my cycle. This should be interesting.

DELTARUNE CAHPTER 5 IS COMING THIS MONTH!!!

Alphys: A-Are you sure this will end the Furby?
          
          Uniqua: I hope it does. That thing better stay down or I will find the largest Bible on the planet and chuck it at it.
          
          Mettaton: The Furby is securely trapped inside. There's no way it can escape.
          
          Undyne: Alright, I'm turning up the heat!
          
          *Undyne cranks the heat all the way up. The Furby goes up in flames.*
          
          Uniqua: It's working!
          
          Mettaton: We took the batteries out before putting it in, right?
          
          Uniqua: I may be terrified of these things, but I'm not stupid enough to leave batteries in something that I plan to burn. I'm not trying to catch crazy charges, man.
          
          *The Furby opens its eyes, making a silly Furby noise before switching to a demonic voice.*
          
          Uniqua: CALL THE PASTOR! THE FLAMES FAILED! WE NEED A COMPLETE EXORSISM! WE MAY NEED A RABBI, TOO! MAYBE A SHAMAN! A POWERFUL WITCH EVEN! WE NEED REINFORCEMENTS! DO NOT LET IT OUT OF THAT CONTAINER!