❤️💛𝒢𝓇𝓎𝒻𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹𝑜𝓇 𝒢𝒾𝓇𝓁💛❤️

what am i 
            a pawn
            a success 
            a future criminal 
            a thief
            you can seem to choose 
            and i can't say
            a 
                single 
                            thing 
            my tongue is burnt
            my throat is filled with barbed wire 
            may hands are broken 
            what am i
            up to something 
            a ungrateful brat
            with a bad attitude 
            a child
            you can't seem to decide 
            and i can't say
            a
                single 
                            thing 
            my bones feel hallow
            my muscles burn 
            my stomach is eating itself 
            what am i 
            beautiful 
            annoying
            fat
            quiet
            you can't decide 
            and i can't say
            a 
                single 
                           thing 
            my tongue is burnt 
            from the words i said
            the barbed wire in my throat 
            there so no more words could escape
            my hands are broken 
            from being stepped on
            my bones feel hallow 
            they rattle and creak
            my muscles burn 
            from the small rips that cover them
            my stomach eats itself 
            because it feels guilty when eats food
            what am i
            the child left crying 
            grew up quickly 
            but i'm not the oldest 
            so i can't say i had it hard
            but no one was there for me
            in the quiet nights
            i go crazy in the silence 
            but no one noticed i need help
            because i had it together 
            i always have it together 
            so i cry in quiet places 
            i'm not sensitive 
            but every time
            someone says something 
            that relates to me
            even if it shouldn't 
            i break down
            forgive me
            if i'm childish
            if i do something wrong 
            if i say something stupid
            if i don't do what im supposed to do
            if i want to much
            if im too quiet 
            if im too loud
            if im lazy
            i don't know 
            who
                     i
                        am
            and i know it's not an excuse 
            i'm sorry

@GryffindorGirl holy shit that was amazing also r u good like I got u if u wanna js rant or whatever

i don't know if i like you or if i don't
            i don't know if i know you or if i don't 
            your laughing with me
            staring at your phone 
            new message from her
            you don't want me to leave you alone
            you don't want me here
            "she said this " "she said that"
            can you see the road signs as you go
            i'm taking the next exit
            i'm talking but your not listening 
            i don't know if i like you or if i don't you spoke a little too loud 
            now I can't get you off my mind
            and your stupid dumb mouth
            that doesn't know when to shut
            i really think you need to listen
            i'm walking backwards in circles 
            catch the hint and stop walking closer
            stop screaming in my face
            it's not my fault 
            i'm talking but your not listening 
            is anyone actually listening 
            is the world just deaf
            my parents and friends don't listen 
            just squeeze my neck tighter
            wondering why no words come out 
            if i say it to your face
             i know i'll regret it 
            it'll leave an empty space
            but i definitely won't miss it
            having two at once
             is just being greedy

yea good game

@GryffindorGirl oh good

yea they were down but then they scored like 16 points in the last quarter

@ginnyandharry4eva yea lol

@ginnyandharry4eva lowky idk

@GryffindorGirl we had a chance this season but we lost it in the off-season I just think if we can lock in we might have a chance

@GryffindorGirl yeah but we talk abt it a lot tho make sure no one’s uncomfortable

@ginnyandharry4eva good for you just watch out sometimes people hide the fact they r uncomfortable

not rlly good rn (1984)