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I LET GO AGAIN.

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It's getting cold... We should close the door. Is he fine? Damn, God is so good. I prayed last night to remove him in my life and remove me to his life if we're not meant to each other, And God did. God, it hurts... I can't. I don't want to. Why did you let me meet him if you're going to separate us one day? Please, comfort me and him. I don't want to lose him but maybe it's not part of your plan, right? I hope he finds someone else. He can't wait for me, never. He probably would be married 5 years later... What should I do, Jesus? How can I move forward? It's been 3 years yet my mind and heart is still longing for him.

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I don't think I could. We talked on Christmas 12-25-25. Too many things and it also includes our plans about going to Japan someday. How can I let go?  Everytime i tried, he was here in my mind. It's been 3 years ago, yet I'm still here yearning for him. I love him na pero may thoughts na pumapasok sa mind ko. These thoughts are telling me to let go, but men I can't! If you really love the person, let go! You lied too much. Your name, your age, your course and everything! You need to fcking let go.

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@Guessszzzxwhoo how can i let go the guy i loved for years?!
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Guessszzzxwhoo

 Pag isipan mo kung saan ka mag shs at ano yung dream course mo! 3 buwan nalang kaya mag isip isip at magdecide kana!  Napag-iiwanan kana. Mga kaibigan mo may clear goal na habang ikaw? Wala. Nasa lalaki parin na yon na walang pakealam sayo kahit mawala ka. Gumising ka na sa mga imahinasyon mo! Hindi ikaw yan. Wag mo ipilit ang mga bagay/tao na di para sayo. Let God handle that, but make sure that you'll do your best in the necessary things! Andami pang mga lalaki sa mundo, wag mo madaliin! Future mo ang iyong isipin, magulang at mga pangarap mo!  You got this, I believe in you self. ❣️

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So... I talked to him again noong dec 5, 2025. Pasensya na, hindi ko mapigilan sarili ko. We talked about so many things such as his life, acads, course niya na connected sa i.t, animes, past, my life but I only said to him my nickname which is "LUNA" the name I gave him way back in 2022. Trisha, di pa ba sapat ang tatlong taon na ginugol mo sa kanya? Ako naman ang mahalin mo, self. Tristan is such a good guy but why do you keep pushing what you want rather than trusting God's plan. I did everything but bro, I can't let go. I lied to him about so many things just to talk to him. I can't find another, my mind and heart only belongs to him. But he doesn't give a shit if you disappear again. You're being blind. Wake up! He's not for you! You're just living in the past, marami ng pagbabago. You're ideal man isn't him! Stop lying to yourself. Kilala kita. Mahirap iletgo oo, pero taragis puro kasinungalingan nalang sinasabi mo. Anong patutunguhan nyan? Gumising ka nga! Sulitin mo yung Christmas break mo, mag isip ka ng dream course mo kaysa maghintay sa mga reply nya! Nothing lasts forever kaya piliin mo yung mga bagay na makakapagpapasalba sa sarili mo balang araw! Find your dream professions! Pray to God! Focus on your parents, self, friends and God. You can do it. Wag mong gawing mundo yung tao. Napakalaki ng mundo para sayangin mo sa bagay na hindi para sayo. Deym, think deeper!  Future natin nakataya dito.