Just a rant, I really wanted to write stories, i literally have folder(not really folders) of plot para sa mga story at series na gusto kong isulat. I'm also dedicated and really put lot of time thinking about characters name (mahilig kase ako sa mga eccentric names). But here's the problem, as much as I refuse to admit it, I'm not a good writer, yes I could write an essay with thousand of word count pero wala syang essence, i don't know, it's like i was just trying to make sentences and connecting words, pero walang humor, no charm, nothing interesting going on, not a speck of thrill of excitement. I have this story in my draft that have gone through numerous revisions, when I thought okay na ako sa flow nung story, then i get writer block, wala ng idea na pumapasok sa isip ko kung anong next na mangyayari. Literally a dead-end, kahit nasa isip ko na kung ano yung complication, plot twists, and ending nung story. It's like I see the horizon pero I can't take a step towards it anymore kase I'm blocked by a high gate. Friends says take a break the idea would naturally, so i do take a break. But after that, still no progress, and I wanna to do another route for the story, ended up deleting the progress i already have, then write a new one. Kung makakausap siguro ako ng characters ko, the would be breaking down in front of me, from frustration, telling me to give them a proper story, stop playing with their lives, and stop changing their stories.
