@Gumikii99 Also I know what is like to lose a grandfather. I have been there. My papa passed away when I was 5. And he tried to make time for us, even when he was sick, and could hardly stand. But what is important is to remember the good times you had with him. And keep those memories in your heart, and then it will really feel like he is there, and remember he is watching over you, and is protecting you. Stay strong, and remember that he loves you very much. I may not be someone you know, but if you need someone to talk to I am here, because I know what it is like.