GummyGirl_Princess

Okay so i found out why my stomach was doing weird things and it was indeed not because of burnout OR stress
          
          it was a Virus.
          
          Im now stuck in my room with a headache, about a hundred blnkets and a room full of tissues. Havent seen the sky for about 2 hours, havent left my room in one and a half, almost fainted when i had my shower bc of the heat, and whenever i move my head too fast i start seeing double and so does my headache.
          Im also banned from using communal spaces like the main bathroom bc my brother is on some kind of suppessent tablets to stop his body rejecting the new organ which also means that his body cant fight virus’s and the smallest cold could be deadly… please send me love because my parents wont give me a hug for fear of getting what i have…

do yall ever get that feeling in your stomach like when your stressed but you know your not stressed and you just cant sit still and everything starts being just a little too loud and the world feels a bit too bright and you start randomly writing words you dont understand and then it all goes away and your just like wtf was that and move on with your day???????????? cause i swear to fucking god third time this week and its getting annoying bc my wrists hurt but if i stay still i start vibrating

Well that was a lot shorter time away than i expected…
          
          My mum had her birthday recently and in an attempt to get in her good graces i bought tickets to the new spiderman movie she wanted to watch as a family and also bought her flowers and chocolate. Also my math teacher gave the thumbs up that i was doing well in class and mum said i can have wattpad back.
          
          I suppose my last goodbye seems melodramatic now but i genuinely thought it would take a LOT longer to get this back

hey everyone.
          i know ive been on again for a while but my mum just gave me discord back and i feel terrible about going against her on wattpad as i am while she is being so kind about it all.
          
          so im saying it here. im stopping. i dont want to make things worse between us by lying.
          all my stories are going on undefinated hiatus. i wont be checking notifications, reading or being online at all. im doing a full reset.
          
          i dont know how long i may be gone for, it could only be a month before i get it all back or it could be a year. but the longest it could possibly be is just over 2 years, when i turn 18. because my mum has a rule that when we turn 18 we are in charge of ourselves, we are in charge of our devices and she wont take them away.
          
          so this is my goodbye.
          but i have discord back so if you want to be able to talk to me you can ask someone for my discord. the people im leaving in charge of giving yall my discord if yopu ask for it is my family members whom most of you already know.
          i am also leaving my family in charge of any choices neccessary for characters in any applyfics im in.
          
          its been amazing.
          see you soon <3

heres a Teaser for the story im working on ;)
          this uses various characters from other stories (cause i like reusing characters) and some of your characters that are related to mine (e.g. Sylcie Fletcher's siblings Jasper and Soleil, and Louey being the adopted daughter of Milla)
          
          Sylvie sat Criss Cross Applesauce on her favourite rock. her vivid pink curls glowing in the warm light. but she wasnt paying attention to that, she was writing furiously on a worksheet, her head spinning with various mathematic equations.
          she lay back with a groan, mind swirling. she rolled onto her side and looked out over the grotto, whilst barely anyone ate here like she did it had a footpath that went from the maths and science blocks to the English and History ones. she watched people go past. 7 of them stood out to her.
          the bus crew.
          she didnt know most of their names.
          she didnt know their stories.
          just as they didnt know hers, nor eachothers.
          Route 66 was truly quite the trip.

part 2
          Just me. Making myself breakfast lunch and dinner, walking to the grocery store with the card mum gave me to pay for grocery’s. living on my own. Then they came home. Aqua had gotten his transplant and everything was fine… then he got an infection and went back to hospital, this time my parents took shifts to stay with him but they were always tired. It was a gamble for if id wake up home alone again. And of course every conversation I managed to get out of my parents was about Aqua. Im not upset at them, I understand it completely. But I hated needing to be strong for it, I didn’t want to lay more on them. Which is way I told my irl friends about it. And it helped a little. But my teachers were worried about me. I wasn’t participating as much as I used to because I rarely slept well. I would cry if anyone tried to talk about it, my drama teacher was the only one that spoke up, she said I should talk to the wellbeing staff but I knew id just cry more and didn’t want that. So I didn’t. he came home again yesterday. And of course the only conversation at dinner was about him. Im not mad at anyone but im a very high maintenance person, and not getting the attention I needed really gave a hit to my mental health, plus im still not techniqually allowed to be on here so I need to hide this from my parents, and im still not allowed on discord. Im im pretty sure without this id go crazy from the social isolation. This is a big paragraph and im sorry but I just needed people to know. You don’t have to say anything if you don’t wont I just needed to put it out there and thank everyone for being there.

Hey all. I might have mentioned to some of you that ive been under stress and I might have even told some of you part of it but now feels like a good time to let you know what’s going on with me.
          3 months ago my brother, for these purposes lets call him Aqua, went on dialysis. When he was born he was born with a dying kidney, he has lived with it his whole life, he’s 17 now. 3 months ago he was put on the transplant list and 2 weeks ago we got the call that turned everyone’s life upside down. Immediately my parents drove Aqua to the hospital, I was left with my sibling, lets call them Milk. Milk and I were the only ones left at home. But Milk is 19, their in University, and they have a job, and they play Soccer, coach Soccer, Referee Soccer etc, plus they are house sitting for our neighbours. Basically they don’t have free time. Ever. So it was just me. My parents at the hospital with Aqua, and Milk always Busy. It stayed like that for 4 days. 
          ran out of room so part 2 in a sec

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          ITS BY endgxme
          
          AND ITS FANTASTIC

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          AND ITS FANTASTIC

Hello!
          The first MMAACU book has been finished, and I'm working on the second currently; which is still in progress.
          Would you like a third book to be added, or should I finish it on the second?