@Gupt_lekhika
anyone alive im back idk for what why and whom but im this time ig i find my people idk why but i wish idk anyone here as irl no one cares for me here if im alive or dead just one last chance here
maybe mera yaha hona na hona ek hi baat hai same as in real life so why not make this space my and kepe sharingmy thoughts kyuki no one vhse bhi cares
Hi
everyone has been leaving me they say they like me they say want to to be with me they say many things in the night and the morning after im blocked im removed im removed like a bug in their tea im hating myself like who am i why this with me i have no one no one im all alone ruining my life im at a negative state of my life negative energies ik ik all of this idk how to change this i try to be positove do good things but i fail i fail every single time
@Gupt_lekhika nothing to deal with ..I've got habituated... Accepted my fate
@mythster_reads how do you deal
@Gupt_lekhika us yaar ...i can feel you (〒﹏〒)
Didiiiiiiii
@Gupt_lekhika sameeeee Ab 12th hai so next week se vacay and then 1st June se full fledge me shuru
@dressup_playdate just existing wau
@Gupt_lekhika hruuuuuuu
anyone up its been a tiring day
its my birthday month babies well i havent completed one story and my brain is running wild for new stories
@dressup_playdate shukriya
@Gupt_lekhika HAPPIEEEE BELATED BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY ✨
Diiiii
Hiiii
@uski_saas_ki_beti hey akshu yes
@Gupt_lekhika it's okie di Remember me? Akshu?
@uske_bhanje_ki_maami hey beautiful sorry i was not active
kya ye mardon ki fitrat hai,
ya bas ek darr chhupa hota hai,
jahan zimmedaari awaaz de,
wahan dil kyun ghabra hota hai?
jahan nibhaana farz bane,
wahan kadam kyun ruk jaate hain,
aur jahan ho pal bhar ki roshni,
wahan se bhi log mud jaate hain?
kya khubsurti se bhi darr lagta hai,
ya usme khud ko khona padta hai,
kya sach mein bhaagna aadat hai,
ya bas sach ka bojh bada lagta hai?
har aadmi aisa hota nahi,
par kuch kahaniyaan sach bhi hoti hain,
jo theher jaate hain aandhiyon mein,
wahi asli himmat ki soorat hoti hain।
fitrat ka naam de dena aasan hai,
par sach thoda gehra hota hai,
jo bhaag jaaye har mod se,
shayad woh khud se hi dara hota hai।
good morning and goodnight
@Gupt_lekhika good morning
They said, heal yourself first,
maybe then people will like you.
But no one told me where the wound is,
or how to touch it without breaking.
They said time heals everything,
like time is some kind of doctor.
But how much time?
And why does every day still hurt the same?
I try to find a moment that belongs to me,
but in this house every minute has witnesses.
Doors open, questions asked,
silence never fully mine.
I know I need “me time,”
but where do you hide it
when the walls are thin
and expectations are louder than your thoughts?
So I sit with a heart that keeps asking,
when will it stop hurting like this?
Waiting for healing
no one ever taught me how to begin.