Lee

CW: child death, suicide, self harm, topics of negative mental health.
          
          I have decided against posting the coach angst chapter. I feel as if it has been done distastefully, and without much tact. I feel as if the chapter was too triggering and just not something that should be shared. I think it was written and had been poisoned by my own deteriorating mental health, and reflected it heavily. It dealt with very heavy and hard to read topics such as: child death, suicide, implied self harm, and heavy gore.
          
          These topics can be written, and done very well, but I do not believe I am the person to write such, as it requires a lot of delicate work and tact to be done properly… and I just can’t do that. Stepping back from it, and picking it apart, I found many problems with it, which absolutely killed the chapter.
          
          Focusing too much on the gore and death aspects.
          
          HARD projection in the depression aspects.
          
          Inconsistent pacing.
          
          Not enough carefulness regarding the topics of child mortality, and death.
          
          Coming across as more of a shock-read at times, when describing gore. 
          
          These are things that can destroy a chapter, and how it holds up, which is exactly what happened here. Essentially, it boils down to: 1. Projecting, and 2. Lack of tactfulness. I am just not the person who can be writing this stuff, without my own feelings and thoughts seeping into this. Especially since seasonal depression is coming in, full swing, and clocking me in the face… metaphorically speaking.
          
          I know, it probably does suck ass to be told “yo new chap daddy whack diddly dack” and then be told “erm, actually, no” like a month later, and for that, I do apologize immensely. I know it’s a major disappointment, and a let down. I know. And I’m sorry.
          
          -Lee

I apologize everyone, but the coach angst chapter will be put on hold. I got attacked by a dog, because some negligent bitch wasn’t watching her shit bull, and it bit my leg, while I was on the swings.
          
          Animal control and authorities have been notified, and I am now healing up and resting. apologize for the delay. It will continue to be worked on whenever I’m not sleeping every few hours.

I’m writing a new chapt for the l4d fanfic thing. Should it be focused on big daddy coach?

Hey, all. I will be going fully inactive for a while… I am starting a project that is not fanfiction related. It is a “analog horror” (saying that with LOTS of hesitation, as in not entirely sure if it falls under that category or not) series that will be started in the summer.
          
          This inactivity will start in late May, and will likely last until September. I will put out one or two more chapters on Gamblin’ Hicks and the L4D OneShots, and go fully inactive for several months. I do apologize sincerely for this, as I understand how some have quite enjoyed my works… 
          
          …I will return in Fall, but until then…
          
          - Lee

Not dead, I swear… just got a stupid unmotivated brain.

I T    I S    N O V E M B E R .
          
          Happy Thanksgiving to all who celebrate it! May your day be filled with all your favorite foods and I hope you spend some time with friends and or family! Tell them why appreciate them and thank them for being there. It’ll mean a lot to them, I’m sure!
          
          
          
          Also, on the off chance a fellow therian is reading this, remember that the 27th of November this year, is a full moon! So remember to celebrate Therianthropy day and the history of Therianthropy!
          
          
          
          Also, just for the meme and my mind is pretty much sludge atm… 
          
          Itis NNN brother, stay strong. I just had to delete YouTube kids just so I wouldn’t fail :(

Yo, if I get accepted onto Ao3, l'll be posting H E L L . there, since it's basically the Wild West. Oh, and there will probably be way less dignity in it. Just raw, disturbing, degenerate mental imagery-worse than it already was :)

brogle.

Hello, I have returned with another message!
          
          So, in honor of the best month, October, I will be writing mostly about fall. I *may* also write a considerable amount of gore as well, so do proceed with caution, if a work is noted to have excess gore.
          
          
          I may not be too active on Halloween, because my friend and I may be terrorizing the neighborhood together. If she can't come, then I'll be terrorizing everyone >: perhaps Bacon Purse style?
          
          
          Also, be prepared for a little guide to becoming the L4D hunter, to drop near or on Halloween. Just showing what you'll need, how to be cost efficient, and how it looks!
          So yeah, that's all. 
          
          Adios!

I’ll be taking a break from writing in December. Dunno what time in December, or for how long, but I plan on taking a break and just doing nothing for a bit. 
          
           I am putting Her Protector on hiatus for a while, possibly a few months as I have somewhat lost interest in it. I still WANT to finish it off, but after spending months on a story, you get a little burned out, ya know?
          
          The L4D oneshots will be going on for the foreseeable future, and I have many ideas for chapters.
          
          There is also a project coming in the future. Something so horrifying, so disgusting, and so absurd… it will may make you want to gouge your own eyes out with rusty sewing needles.
          
          Also, also, be prepared for a lot of fall/winter stuff. I don’t know why, but for some reason, my writing is somewhat influenced by the seasons. Things like environments and such, usually match the current season up here.
          
          That’s about it, now I need to continue cleaning the bird cages. Thanks for reading!