@Gwendolyn778 I'm so sorry. I know words don't help, so I just wanna say I wish you all the best ever <3
if you want some stories, I'd recommend: -The Thief (book 1 in the queen's thief series) (I told you about it earlier tho!)
- Emory's Gift (a soulful story about a 13-year-old boy who befriends a wild bear. It's also about the boy's relationship with his dad and the way it develops, really emotional and beautiful)
- this one isn't really a book, it's a manga (comic): Mashle, muscles and magic. I love it cz it's so so funny but also cute, hearty and emotional. 100000% recommend and I can guarantee it will make you smile.
-i remember you loved leo from my book so I'd also recommend my other boom Lies and Damnation. There's a character in it based on Leo, but time an evil/unhinged/psychotic version of him lol.