Welp. I'm going to rant about something so HERE WE GO-
Family don't want me to spend too much time on reading, drawing, listening to music and writing on a daily basis.
Even though those hobbies, HOBBIES.. like, other than singing and watching something on TV or whatever gadget I use-
Maybe it's because I don't socialize and go out, unlike my cousins-
They even told me I was immature/childish because of this (;-;)
I guess it's also the fact that I'm not the type to just OPEN UP FBI COMING THROUGH-
(I'm sorry) I mean I'm not the type to open up and talk what's on my mind or straight out say what's been bothering me, you know? I'm not confident and I find it difficult to speak to other people, even worse when I don't know them. I find it difficult to speak to my own family as well.
Even my BFF has trouble trying to convince me to tell her how I really am once she senses that something is wrong. But it is easier to talk to her once I do talk about it other than someone else..
I'm not like my cousins, sadly.
I don't like the idea of jogging, not like I'm that lazy, I'm just not athletic or active or have the motivation to do that sort of thing. I tried and I didn't like it at all. Though walking around is also exercise SO.
My aunt suggested that I MINGLE with other people, like maybe the neighbors and befriend or something.
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No.
As much as easy as it sounds to others, it's really difficult for me. I'd rather have my headphones on and just daydream, write or draw on my notebook okay
SO.. I'm thinking maybe I should walk around outside in the morning? I mean I do need to buy some new pens since my pens are dying because of me using them on my notebook to write scenarios for my story.
To be honest, I'd rather talk to a dog or some kitten and give it food..