Okay, as I grow up, I somewhat or kinda start to realize some things, this maybe weird or anything but first things first, I want to start over and start again as a normal reader, okay, I know that is kinda... you know, but hear my explanation, I was saying this to myself that I am not a good author at all or never, I made mistakes, bad grammar, etc. I just don't feel that I am writing a good story and all I do was putting some cliché parts or chapter that probably is boring. I am very sorry for not updating, because my negative mind is always competing on my bright side. i dunno but... this may hurt to some readers that who was been waiting for my update like for years or century... again, I am deeply sorry. ♡