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helo. how are you. idk u but. idk. hru.

╳ HELLO !
          How are you today ? i hope you are having a good day , little crow ! <3
          now i wanna say this if everything is going down in your life 
          thats okay ! everything will end up just alright ! 
          things happen and they will pass, sometimes you learn from them which is good ! ➤

I fell off of my fucking bed

@Kaylee__Williams yeah sorry

@Kaylee__Williams hey yea this is my new acc i lost this other one I got signed out and couldnt sign back in

@/f1len0tf0und *

hey, they lost their account! their new account is @/f1len0tfound !

YALL ITS ME I LOST MY ACC I GOT LOGGED OUT BUT I HAVE A FEW BACKUP ACCOUNTS
          
          ANYWAYS FOLLOW THIS ACCOUNT PLEASE BC I DONT REMEMBER THE PASSWORD TO THIS ONE

MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING FOR: Depression, mentions of (attempted) suicide, self harm, swearing. 
          
          You ever just feel… empty? Like, you want to cry, you want to let everything you do been bottling up out, but its been buried for so long, you’ve forgotten what you were hiding? And, you ever feel separated from reality? Like, you’re still there and stuff, you’re still walking, but it doesn’t feel like you? That it feels like you’re the passenger, not the driver? Because that’s how I feel most days. It’s an awful feeling, and I wish I didn’t feel it, but I do. I’m tired of saying “I’m fine”, tired of hearing “Let me know if I can do anything, or if you want to talk” because I don’t known what to talk about. The emotions are there, their just… dulled. Almost like they actually aren’t. It’s frustrating to the point where when people ask me what they can do to help, I just respond with “Kill me.” I want to die, but I feel so drained that I can’t bring myself to do it. It’s got the same cycle as getting on your phone at night, then trying to sleep afterwards. You feel tired, but you can’t sleep. You know! It’s horrible, and awful, and one of these days I’m just gonna disappear. I’m just going to kill myself. It’s an awful urge to have, and it’s not fun. To all the people who think people with depression are just faking it for attention,
          
          WHO THE ACTUAL FUCK WOULD FAKE WANTING TO DIE?!? WHO THE FUCK WOULD FAKE BEING TIRED AND EMOTIONALLY EXHAUSTED AND DRAINED OF ANY MOTIVATION?!? WHO WOULD FUCKING TRY TO KILL THEMSELVES REPEATEDLY BECAUSE THEY FEEL LIKE THEIR A BURDEN ON SOCIETY?!? WHO THE FUCK WOULD HURT THEMSELVES BECAUSE THEY FEEL LIKE THEY DESERVE THE PAIN?!? WHO?!? NO ONE, THATS WHO! 
          
          It’s fucked up. And it needs to fucking stop. Please.
          
          Sorry for bringing this on you guys randomly. I just needed to vent.
          
          Don’t worry, guys. I’m not going to try to kill myself. Not tonight. Tonight,  I’m going to bed. And I’m staying there until morning.
          
          
          Goodnight everyone. Sleep well!

{@FeistyRose-}
          
          “Alright..” Dream took a swig, disappearing. “I’m following your lead from here on out.”