@HoranCV Oh my gods, SAME. Sometimes I feel like it just won't happen coz that's what always happens to me, like when I wish something will happen with all my heart despite the odds it just never happens. But now, I feel like thia will happen because, I mean, there's a lot of things to make be believe that it will, but I just cannot bare it if it doesn't happen, especially because I have this hope and it will be crushed and I'm gonna be soooo sad.
Lol, I'm sorry. That doesn't even make sense.