i just remembered this time when i was like, idk, 8? and me n my friend were playing vampires, and i was a vampire queen. it was pretty cool, until my friend asked me if i wanted a kiss on my foot. she said it was a way to worship your leaders or sum. so i was like, yeah, cool.
and
and she did
and my brain kinda went???????
and now i have a worship kink/god complex. :)