H1ghwaySt4r

UGHHH guiys im thinking about starting writing a lot again cause im not allowed to go outside or anything like that (my mom thinks I throw up and I don’t) so i have lot of free time now.. Im gonna make super cringey new stories some will be of bands but also some might be anime because my cringy ahh revisited my 2020 interests and I started watching some (don’t make fun of me i have nothing else to do) BUT I WILL STILL BE MAKING MUSIC BAND STORIES TOO 

H1ghwaySt4r

UGHHH guiys im thinking about starting writing a lot again cause im not allowed to go outside or anything like that (my mom thinks I throw up and I don’t) so i have lot of free time now.. Im gonna make super cringey new stories some will be of bands but also some might be anime because my cringy ahh revisited my 2020 interests and I started watching some (don’t make fun of me i have nothing else to do) BUT I WILL STILL BE MAKING MUSIC BAND STORIES TOO 

H1ghwaySt4r

Hi everyone.. Sorry for being inactive for so long and not making any stories... The past few months have been straight living hell... Long story short in september/october I started developing an ED after I had lost weight and got healthy but I still hated my body so I started restricting to less than 1000 calories per day and from then on it got less and less over time and I was walking 30k steps or more everyday. NO BREAK DAYS EITHER.. And anyway around december I was upping my steps to 40k (I WOULD WALK ABT 9 HOURS EVERYDAY) and only eating maximum 150 calories.. I pretty much continued this all the way until last month when my mom finally ended my Non eating ED stuff... She only found out because from Dec-feb I started getting really bad end anarex symptoms.. for example Severe edema from my kidneys trying to shut down.. My face and legs would swell so bad and not only that my heart rate was avrg 20 when i would sleep.. And i couldnt lift anything.. (still cant) and worst and most worst of all...I started having to wear adult diapers to sleep in because my bladder muscle wasted away (yes its tmi i just need to vent rn...) 
          
          Anyway after having edema all of jan and feb she finally noticed one day because it was a hot day and i didnt have pants on only shorts and she flipped and then she took away my walking and she was gonna start making me eat. And so that whole day and night I flipped out on her my grandma and aunt.. I am not proud of smashing a baked potato on the floor or smacking my grandma with a chicken breast because i was scared of the calories... I am only still here because I agreed to eat before getting sent to the hospital.. (ONLY BECAUSE I KNEW WITH MY BMI BEING 14 and weighing 80Lbs i prob would either die or be stuck for months..) But now i cant stand it again... I am starting to hate my body again and my mom wont let me walk or anything.. I just want to look how i looked a month ago again.... Anyway ill start writing fics again soon maybe

PoppyFlowerWrites

I’m so sorry to hear that you’ve been through all that. You take all the time you need, we completely understand. It’s more important that you take time for yourself, don’t worry about writing, that’s not important right now. You ARE important. Sending you a ton of love and hope everything improves ♡ stay strong, you got this!! ♥︎  
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H1ghwaySt4r

hAPPY december more liks sad december cause its 40 degrees and RAINING UGHGHGHGHGHGHGH BUT CHRISTMIS OIS COMING SO  GIDDY UP  JINGLE WHORE!!! ‍♂️❄️ SEXMAS ☃️❄️❤️ is here  and U’ve sure been N A U G T H Y…!!  All year  Santa  has been watching ️ u FAP  and tonite ✨ he’s cumming  to give u his  BIG PACKAGE!!!!  To get gingerBRED  just  POP that Peppermint Pussy  n wait under the mistleHOE  with a nice cup of hot COCKolate ☕️ Jolly Old  Saint DICK  will shove  his  Jingle Balls  right down ⬇️⏬ ur  TiGHT lil CHIMNEY!  U better watch out…  hes  gonna make u cry  RRHRHRHHRR COPYPASTAS

H1ghwaySt4r

GUYS DO YALL WANT FAT GREG LAKE THANKSGIVING SHORT STORY SPECIAL BECAUSE IF I HAVE TIME ILL MAKE IT UwU

H1ghwaySt4r

@Isabel456720  B-B-B-B-B-B-B-BB-B--B-BB--B-B-B-B-B-B-B-B-B-B-BOO BOO BAKUTOE BEAR!!!! nyghhh >w<
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Isabel456720

@H1ghwaySt4r MFGHHH~! B-BIG FAT GREG LAKIE bbakie baka bear... ~~~~~~~
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