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Lately, I myself have been feeling like a flag on a flag pole, flowing and thrashing free as the wind, as loose as the sea, yet bound by something no one can see

Have I done enough? Did I do good? Am I still worthy of time and attention? I don't even know, slowly, day by day, I'm losing my will to live, everyday felt like I should be living it as if it's my last, but lately it's been feeling like I'm swimming and slowly sinking down like the Titanic, I don't know what to feel, everyday I felt like I'm just a body, I feel empty inside always. I look at other people and see them smiling, laughing, and having fun, even though they're on their lowest point they can still smile despite everything. I envy them, their so strong, I wanna be as strong as them. But our differences is that there's always someone there for them, a friend, a partner, or even a sibling or someone that notices them even if they don't show it and hide it really well. I wonder how it feels to be finally noticed? Does it feel like normal? Weird? Or does it feel like someone always telling you that "I'm here, your not alone." I wanna feel that too. Every day I wake up, every time I open my eyes, the only thought that comes to mind is it's another day again, I've stopped feeling something last last year, I don't know where and how this started, and why this is happening, but all I know, is that this is reality, and no one can ever face it.

Each story chapter in the heavens solo, didn't quite meet my expectations of how long I wanted it, maybe I ran out of ideas so I think you can expect upcoming chapters to like, be more full, yk? Like longer if I finally get my ideas right

Yow sorry if I hadn't updated my books yet, just got some stuff going on rn and it's keeping me busy, I'll try and release my first ever chapter tom, just ain't sure about posting it yet due to it being in my drafts for so long and there's still some improvements needed to do yk?

Thank you for pointing out flaws in my writing…there will be more mistakes just mentally prepare yourself if you have to but thank you

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR POINTING IT OUT! I DIDN'T NOTICE THE FIRST TIME I SAW THE GIF I USED! THANK YOUU!!!!

How's McDonald's?

Is it alright if I use you for my sadistic desires

Guys my pet hamster died due to a rat ate him and my pet hamster jaw got eaten by a rat and when we found him he's already gone

Wakanda forever