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HELLO MY LOVELIES!!!!
          
          exciting stuff!
          I officially have my own laptop now! YIPPEE!!!
          My birthday was yesterday, btw, so heck ya!!!
          Anyways, here's the good/bad news!
          As I grow, my characters grow with me, and my ideas  do too. So I have made the decision to delete and rewrite Forged in Fire.
          It needs to be reworked and here is what I WILL tell you.
          Ichika is still gonna be their child.
          no one important shall be killed off.
          I am AGING Rei up. She is going to be at Genya's age, which will be revealed in the story.
          I am posting a warning chapter, I'll be removing it sometime tmw.
          the plot is going to be pretty much the same, but also a bit different at the same time. 
          ILYSM

I'm willing to be called 'too woke' or wtv, but I personally don't like it when people call an animal 'bad' or 'evil'. 
          
          Example A: Calling a dog 'bad dog' because the dog chewed something up. The dog is not inherently trying to be bad, it is being a dog. Calling it bad doesn't teach it anything, it's just cruel. Yes, when a dog ruins something, it is frustrating, you are allowed to be upset. But that is one of the risks of having a pet, they may ruin things. And it's not them being 'bad', they don't have the thinking process to be doing something out of malice. And if you don't want your things ruined or are incapable of treating an animal fairly, don't get a pet.
          
          Example B: Calling dolphins evil. I've seen it been very popular for people to call dolphins evil and sharks misunderstood. Now calling one animal evil is not okay, because you are pushing anthropomorphic ideologies and morals onto an animal. Dolphins are smart, yes, but they do not process nor think like a human. They think like animals and process things like a dolphin. And let's be so fucking honest, humans have done TEN times worse than what an animal will ever do. And this also works for calling an orca pod evil for eating a baby whale, that's what they eat, what do you expect them to do? 
          
          In conclusion of this rant, don't call an animal you don't/refuse to understand evil for being an animal and don't call your pet bad for following it's animalistic behaviors.

Lowkirkenuinely going to be a freshmen tmw….
          Kinda nervy guys

Ok, so I kinda have been thinking about this a lot BUT get ready for a super long rant.
          
          If you haven't been told already, my least favorite character in demon slayer is Zenitsu. And it goes deeper than him being a 'crybaby' or 'a wimp', no. I hate him because he is a pervert, and he pervs out on girls who are either significantly or just older than him and girls that are younger than him. And I have evidence on this, that will be shared, but why am I saying this?
          
          Basically, I am starting to re-write a fanfic I had been working on to be in the Kimetsu Academy au. And Zenitsu will be in this story. Now, I'm not going to mischaracterize him even if I hate him. Mischaracterization pisses me off, especially bad mischaracterization. However, I will also be portraying him as he is in the academy-a grouchy guy who also pervs out on MIDDLE school girls.
          
          Now for my proof:
          
          Season 1, episode 24, during Tanjiro, Inosuke, and Zenitu's rehabilitation training, Tanjiro and Inosuke complain, because they are in pain. They are uncomfortable, it is valid. But Zenitsu? Zenitsu scolds them and says exactly this in the manga:
          
          "You're being felt up by women. They're groping your body!! You put out your hand when you're playing around with teacups? And they're touching you when you play tag, riiiight? And they smell good if they ever pass by. So I look forward to even lay my eyes on them!! There are two boobs, two buttocks, and two thighs with each woman!!"
          
          Keep in mind, he's talking about Kanao, Aoi, Naho, Kiyo, and Sumi. Naho, Kiyo, and Sumi are around the ages of 10-12. They're little and he is sexualizing them, because they're girls. I can even give you the link for the exact manga panel.
          
          In the Kimetsu Academy, it is stated he is the hall monitor mainly because he gets to look at the girls's uniforms and the girls themselves. Who is he usually checking out? Makomo and Nezuko, who are in middle school, who are 13-14 years old while Zenitsu is about sixteen. Brb

Alright, ik I've talked a lot, but my account is officially looking really good on Ao3 rn, if anyone wants to take a look. My account is Spiderissilly, exactly as I typed out. Love y'all!

@GIYUU_SAN for some reason I can't reply to your newest post, but I am sorry to say that Jeni deleted both of her accounts. I think it was for the best, it is devastating, but she needed it. I'm real sorry.

Hey guys, this is kinda a vent, but you don't have to read it.
          
          So as some of you may know, someone very important to us deleted her accounts. I think it is for the best, and she definitely needs some space. 
          
          Ik we're all gonna miss her, and I'm not even going to lie, I am devastated. She truly was an amazing friend and mentor to many of us and I'm glad she's taking her space.
          
          I myself feel like I might take a break, I'm not leaving, I just might not be super active. School is starting soon, I need to lock in because I'm a freshman now, and it's kinda hard to be on here rn.
          
          But this is NOT goodbye. I have met such amazing ppl on here, and I'm going to check my updates, but I'm just not going to publish anything right now. 
          
          I love you all so so much, stay safe, take care of yourself, and I will be around if you wanna talk.

@accioavacadoxx Thank you for letting me know. I'm so sorry you're not doing well and I'm sad to see you go, but I hope the very best for you. Thank you for everything, for the compliments, the kindness, and giving me confidence to write. Take care of yourself, and know you're loved so much and you will be missed. 
          
          -Spider

So it might be kind of soon, but I decided to say smth. 
          
          So as a lot of you may know, Wattpad got new rules. Now I am not entirely sure this is true and I could be wrong, but I have heard that these rules are set specifically to target LGBTQ stories, which is fucked up.
          
          I am deeply disappointed and upset by this and if it gets worse, I will probably delete my account and move to Ao3, which means I most likely won't get to talk to you all. And I don't want that, but idk yet.
          
          However, if anyone would like to stay in contact or still like to be friends, my Pinterest is advertised in my bio. I only have Pinterest and TikTok, plus Wattpad and Ao3. It's not much, but if you'd like any of my socials to stay in contact I'd love to share them, for a short time of course.
          
          I love you all, please stay safe.

I have officially started rewriting some of forged in fire. Most of the chapter's will just be edited but MANY will be completely scrapped and rewritten. I feel like it's good I probably should've done more edits and thought some chapters through more. But yeah, just wanted to say that! Have a wonderful week (soon to be weekend)!