okay y’all,
hear me out, so i’ve officially decided that every time i finish a part of Eternal Curse, i’m starting another story. yes. another one. because apparently, i enjoy emotionally torturing myself with too many drafts at once .
like seriously, my brain cannot focus on one plotline for too long, it’s like, “oh this is great!” and then suddenly three days later, “wait what if there’s another world where everyone’s cats can talk and one of them is secretly a god.”
so yeah, i’m now juggling two (or maybe three?) new drafts with totally different genres because i get bored sticking to one story. it’s like i crave chaos. but in a productive way, you know? i just can’t sit still creatively. if i trap myself in one universe too long, my brain starts buffering like a laggy YouTube video.
and before anyone says “why not finish one first,” i wish i could, bestie, i truly do. but every time i try to focus, another shiny idea knocks on my door like, “hey, mind if i ruin your schedule and mental peace?” and i’m like, “sure, come in, make yourself at home.”
but on a more serious note, lately, i’ve been feeling a little heavy. like those days when everything just feels... grey. you know? it’s not even sadness sometimes, it’s just tired. mentally, emotionally, everything. and i realized how easy it is to lose yourself when you keep pushing and pushing just to stay productive.
i don’t even know why this kinda feels like an announcement ,but anyway, let’s keep moving forward together with the stories i’ll be sharing next. i honestly can’t wait to bring you guys along with me again. thank you for still being here.
Luv u goizz. <33
