@getosriot
to an extent, for sure. at least sam had a few years of it. dean never had it because of john’s influence and his lack of self worth. it’s so tragic honestly. he always denied himself of it because he didn’t think it was possible for someone like him. all everybody did was tell him he was just like john, angry all the time, full of hate, the “ultimate killer”. and the writers always screwed with his character development. never gave him a chance to be well and truly happy