A.K

Counting on how much I need to spend on medicin as a 19 year old is fucked up. Like oh the 3 things you are on does sadly not work good enough lets just add another 460 dollars worth of injections and shit into the mix. Why tf not. 

Okay but having a mental breakdown everytime I take my cemo is kinda not badass at all 

I took my cemo yesterday and I really need some good fic recs that will make me feel better 

OKAY BUT WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK SOME SHIPS REALLY MAKE ME QUESTION EVERYTHING

I got my hair dyed and just had to do a Jason Todd. It turned out amazing im a fuckin genius

Idk why but I never thought I would be one of those people missing out at life because of their fuckin health. Like yeah Ive been allergic to wheat since I was 5 but thats not big of a deal. Now just trying to breath makes me so tired. It just hurts so fuckin bad and I feel dizzy 24/7. The sinus infectin har been sticking around since fuckin april. Like what the actual fuck dude. 

Soo fun fact I may or may not have a braintumor:D Ive been to the ER and hospital like a hundred times since april and the only thing that we havent done yet is scaning my brain. Idk why but it took ages to get them to order one. The doctors ive seen yesterday and today said it was very good that I had one booked. Soo thats what im doing in 2 weeks. The dizziness have been out of hand for forever and the added blurry vision whenever i move my head is getting old tbh. Im happy the breathing is under control. The headaches are somethin else tho 

Im 18 i should not be getting this excited to go to the doctor for like the 100th time this year

Guess who just got back from the er. My friday was like actually destoryed tho how dare my breathing fail me like this I was going to watch the new episode of my fav serie:// 

I just watched the latest episode of the acolyte on disney+ and WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! I AM NOT OKAY