~nadya~

Many of you keep asking me: “Why Liam Payne isn’t in the fanfic?”
          
          I say this not just as a writer, but as someone who has seen real grief. When I was eighteen, I lost my best friend. I saw his parents break in ways words can’t describe. I watched a family collapse from pain that never heals, pain that becomes a shadow that follows you forever. My grandmother lost her son. My father lost his brother. I lost my uncle. I’ve seen people scream, fall, and beg the universe for mercy. I know what it means when someone never comes back.
          
          So when people ask me to write a world where Liam is still alive, smiling… I can’t. Pretending someone’s life continues feels immoral and disrespectful. It reopens wounds that families spend years trying to survive.
          
          I will never do that to Liam’s family — not to his parents, not to his loved ones, not to his memory.
          
          I adore Liam. I grew up with his voice, his music, his energy. And because I respect him, I will not create a fictional future he never had. His soul deserves peace. His family deserves sensitivity. Grief deserves silence, not content.
          
          This is why Liam Payne is not in my fanfic — and never will be.
          
          With love, your Nadya….

people say I took over TikTok with my fanfic and I’m forcing them to go back to the One Direction era and helped them discover Maggie Lindemann :) 
          
          ho-ho-ho 
          
          I’m proud of myself and of course I’m going to bust my ass to keep promoting my fanfic! 
          
          With love, Nadya xxx

When will you be next posting and when you do please reply to my message so I can come back to look also I love your writing 

                                    ~ fucking spoiler ~
          
          
          Rock Me update this weekend! Not saying when, don’t ask!
          
          
                                                               with love, your Nadya xxx

I will never write vanilla cliche fanfics where she’s a nerd who just reads books and he’s the school’s star. That kind of crap doesn’t exist in real life. 
          
          I will always focus on important topics: bullying, poverty, abuse, violence, alcoholism, mental disorders, drugs, harsh reality.
          
          And I’m damn proud of myself for making Noel a punk, someone who loves rock, with tattoos and piercings, who doesn’t care about school. And I’m proud I didn’t make Harry a popular, rich idiot!
          
          You can hate me, but «After» is the worst Harry Styles fanfic, and the movie is just as bad! There’s no real love it’s abused relationships! People when love each other can’t do that things like to show your friends a fucking condom! Good fanfics like Duplicity actually deserve adaptations! Julez absolutely incredible writer and I will wait a day when it’s became more than just fanfic on wattpad!
          
          With love, yours Nadya xxx

just wanna say FUCK YOU who doesn’t like Louis and Aspen as a couple xxx
          
          with love, HOLYDAY1D

hey ik this is a bit wierd but i was wondering if you know even a vague guess of when you’ll b finished the book coz i keep seeing it on tiktok and im dying to read it im actually so excited but i always wait for the books to be finished so i can use text to speach because i like to listen to it while im getting ready. if your not sure then no problem at all girl!

I’m so tired of all the hate. Now people on TikTok are judging me for Louis and Aspen’s relationship. When I first started writing about them, I never thought it would bring so much negativity. I even deleted a few comments. Since when is it wrong to just love someone without anything intimate involved?… My aunt started dating my uncle when she was 13 — they’ve been married for 20 years now

@HOLYDAY1D no problem <3

Girlll when’s the next chapter uppp