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im making a new account because I honestly just can’t stay here anymore. I’ve ruined everything and I’m so sorry, if you still wanna talk pm me, doubt anyone will, but the option is there 

SHUSH

marries u tbh 

so maybe it's cause your my best friend but today i had a feeling that you might be needing me. my parents are out atm so i'm being risky bisky eep-
          i know things aren't great for you right now..but if anyone can do it, it's you my angel. so many people care about you, you have no idea. i have a folder of all the letters i've written to you since i've left. one day when i do come back, i will read them to you everyday. aiden, you've changed so many people's lives. take as much time as you need. but please.. please don't hurt yourself. you dunno how much you mean to me. i love you so much. when i come back, i will slay every single bitch who hurt you for you. i know you've fought a lot of battles but just hold a little longer for your kai. can you do that for me love ? i'll be back, i swear. whether it's days, weeks, months or years i will come back. and i want you in my arms. i love you sunshine...

i hate being the only one trying. i can’t please actually anyone i’m friends with. everyone always puts blame on me, leave me eating lunch on my own to the point I don’t eat again because I’m not gonna look stupid, they leave me on open and talk to me whenever they want something, i just wish that people i know actually acted like they gave a shit about me. and i sucks because it’s not just school anymore, it feels like I’m not wanted anywhere anymore and I’m just annoying at this point. and I’m so just... in so done with everything in my life to the point i literally want to die. but i don’t have the balls to do that, so how about legal suicide B) jk, shouldn’t joke about suicide because apparently it means i’ll want to do it.

school.

hey baby :((

i feel as if i ruined everything with this person and i don’t know if i want to be here anymore

its been a while );

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