天使

i hate goodbyes but i just wanna say thank you to everybody who read/supported my work throughout my time in here, especially the vulnerable, raw stories like avalanche that i put a little too much of myself into. i hope you guys enjoyed being knees deep in my chest and sifting through my insides lol. 
          
          honestly i don't think of this as a nail in the coffin bc i'll still write from time to time on my tumblr and ao3 accounts under @/honeysugarchocolate. lotta things happened lately, good and bad, i've had my heart broken but i've also grown into my own skin. also im a 2nd year med student and i don't have the time or emotional capacity for this parasitic website, nor do i, frankly, want my works to be associated with it anymore. to all my peeps who wish to stay in touch hmu!! there's nothing i love more than brainstorming and writing fics with/for my friends c:
          
          oh and i'll be leaving a bunch of drabbles for old times' sake!! as for my fics, some i'll finish and have them up on ao3, others will just be abandoned i'm afraid. anyway. 
          
          always remember that you're made of crushed little stars, and you're the most beautiful version of yourself. take care <333
          

thank you for your votes on pumpkin heads! :"( I very much appreciate it

my fav rappers edition;
          
          trying to do a headcount of baby ateez and missing one member... obviously bby mingi, who fell asleep waiting underneath the couch
          
          bby kim sunwoo offering to kiss your booboo when you bump your knee against something
          
          bby han jisung tucking himself into bed beside you while you're reading and squinting/trying to understand the text and eventually falling asleep
          
          when you try to give bby taeyong pocket money for candy, bby taeyong smiles and thanks you and gives you pocket money to buy a new car

txt as babies !! 
          
          giving love advice: 
          "why don't you hit him?" suggests bby yeonjun. "that won't solve a thing," reprimands bby taehyun, "you've got to kill him."
          
          breakfast on weekends:
          bby soobin insisting on making cereal for the family and ends up flooding the kitchen with milk— and then bby beomgyu and kai go skating on the milk

PSA the reason choi soobin slouches so much is so his invisible angel wings have somewhere to rest ( ˙˘˙ )

fic where pianist yeonjun falls in unrequited love with professional ballet dancer wooyoung, who is crime-lord choi san's favorite sugar bae

fic where choi soobin accidentally digs up heunging kai's time capsule from 70 years ago and falls in love with a boy he'll never meet, like falling upwards and missing the ether. 

hihi hope you’re doing well <3 sending lots of love your way!! 

hello!

the world is literally cannibalizing itself rn. our humanity and compassion and connectedness is what makes us who we are, and if we lose that then we're no better than all those tyrants. so please please take the time to learn about the ugliness and injustice of what's happening, help out however you can, donate, sign, read, listen, spread information, pray. be a human. 
          
          being muslim myself it wrenches my heart apart to see my brothers and sisters in palestine being murdered like this, and in such a spiritual and celebratory time for us no less. please take the time to learn more about the situation, it's not a matter of religion it's a matter of humanity:
          
          https://twitter.com/HELENEH4RPER/status/1392267386850525186?s=19
          
          
          the oppression doesn't end there. other nations are are suffering too. colombia, philippines, afghanistan, yemen, syria, iraq, india and more. you'll find many informative links, articles, and threads about what's happening all over the internet please educate yourself:
          
          https://twitter.com/yowisho/status/1392084867727314946?s=19