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So very tired… beyond words

I know I’ve made a mistake...but the price I must pay is far too great. I’m not ready to face the consequences—I'd rather die than behold what awaits me

اشعر بالنعااااس 

I long to cry with all my heart
          

I seek escape from myself
          

I don't understand myself anymore; I feel nothing, a void-like feeling, but it cuts and hurts

I am so afraid...afraid of everything
          

What is the purpose of my existence?
          
          

I hate this life

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