Hey guys, long time no see…again. So much has happened in my life and I wanted to come and post a message to just explain why I’ve been gone for so long.
The genuine reason I haven’t updated in almost 2 years is because I lost my passion for writing. Which is so hard to hear myself say because this fanfic, the people on this app, and my creativity while writing were such big parts of my life at one point. I hate to say it because I do still love writing, I just can’t find it in me to want to type on a keyboard or pick up a pencil and notebook.
I want to say that me posting Chapter 9 will be my big comeback after so long. But I can’t. Because it really isn’t. The truth is I was on another app and was auto generating short story ideas that I would come up with. After so long I got the motivation to actually write. So I grabbed my IPad and opened Wattpad and started writing. Very quickly I was paying attention to everything except the screen but I put that feeing aside and actually finished the chapter. That’s why it’s so short and feels so flat.
I want to say that I’m going to finish this fanfic. I mean you should see how long my ideas page in Google Docs for this story is. But I can’t promise that A God and a Romanoff is ever going to be finished. I don’t want to say it’s discontinued because that would break my heart. But I wouldn’t expect another chapter anytime soon.
I also want to say that I’m extremely sorry to the people I’ve left behind on here. Especially Elena and Amy. The people and community are what I miss the most. So many things have happened that I haven’t been here for and I’m so sorry for missing all of it.
I do hope that one day I’ll find it in me to genuinely come back and keep writing but for now, I don’t think that’s gonna happen. I still love you all and do hope that I can be forgiven
