So, um. Nobody is probably gonna read this but whatever, Imma' say it anyways. I deleted around a hundred books from my library. Those books that I deleted are mostly TaeKook smut oneshots, TaeKook books with too much smuts and books that I know I will never be able to read. The reason is, I feel extremely guilty about reading books with 18+ texts. Kookie is an extremely precious gem to me (of course, along with the other BTS members) and he deserves the best. Reading those types of books are considered sexualizing. I started feeling really bad upon realizing my actions. I can't stop feeling guilty everytime fellow ARMYs say something like "Jungkook is the most sexualized idol, he deserves better" because I know that I am contributing this. They say things like, "Y'all get mad when he isn't active but when he is, this happens. (refers to sexualizing)". He is an angel who deserves so much more! I can't help but feel bad thinking that I'm contributing to the reason as to why he is less active. I still kept a few stories as their plots are amazing, plus, they have only around 1 or 2 chapters of smut. I'm pretty confident that I can skip those chapters and appreciate the story without needing to read those parts. Well, that's all. Have a good day! ❤️
