@HTempest
HELLO DARLINGS! I know I've been out for so long, and my fanfictions, are frozen. But if you could be so kind, can you please follow my other account @ldTbleed. That account is new, and I haven't posted anything yet. But please please can you follow it, I'm desperate for supporters, you could say. Hehe
Hello! And yeah, the audacity of me even saying hello nicely after not updating for so so so long. I don't really know how long it has been. It will sound like just an excuse, but for the past years, I've been holding a lot of baggage. I'm trying my best, and I'm always on the edge of the cliff barely hanging on. Just recently I was slipping on and off to that darkness that maybe some of you know. In college and even after I graduated just months ago, I'm barely hanging on. I'm keeping my life in private but revealing some might give you at least enough of an explanation. I'm not really a kind of writer that abandons my works, may it be fanfics or fictions. I've been on slumps as a writer and author too, but this time it's different. It's deeper than just not being able to write something. Even my journal that has been keeping me together all this time is having empty pages. Just recently I was on the verge of attempting again, if you know what I mean, and I'm really really just barely taunting on the edge of so-called life. I thought writing would take the chaos in my mind, but I can't write. I'm not able to write. Not yet. I can't yet and I don't know when. To all the readers, that avidly waiting and commenting and even messaging me, I know apologies are not enough. I really appreciate all the support, and I am guilty for letting you all down and disappointing you, for making you wait so long and so on. But even I want to, and I badly want to, nothing just come to me. Even reading my works over and over, the notes I left and made for the stories, my mind just stops and everything feels heavy. I'm really sorry...
@HTempest. Hi. I gave you an idea in the comments on the last chapter of Loved you hopelessly (Narusasu), I don't know if you like that idea or not but it's still an idea
@HTempest It's a cliché line, but still, as someone who has been waiting for the updates, I'd choose for you to be safe and sound and, most importantly, happy over the rest. The stories you write won't go anywhere anyway, so when and if you find it in you to complete them, it would be great, but if not, even then it would be worth it if you're OK in the end. Don't worry. My, and many of us' support to you is more personal than mere fans of your writing. Stay healthy! (*＾3＾)/～☆
Not trying to rush but please please pretty please update Loved you hopelessly (Narusasu)
It has been a long time. I can't apologize more. I know the readers are disappointed or maybe even upset after I said that I would update my story/ies. I swear I have no plans or even having the idea of abandoning it. But for now, I really can't update and continue. I need to focus on finishing my degree, and it's just a few months before graduation. I need to finish my thesis, in which my partner and I still haven't started yet. Well, we do have rough drafts of SOP and intro but we are still struggling. And that's not all, I still have an internship for my last field. A lot has been going on, and the year has just started. I'm getting tired but not gonna give up. Back to my stories, again I'll never abandon it, though it surely will take a really long time before I could update. I hope you darlings are doing well, do take care of yourselves, especially your mental health.
@nightingale_of_moon helloooo! Oh my geez! I am so flattered. Thank you so much. And I wish you the best with your stories! Take care darling
@HTempest Hey! So umm you have inspired me a lot to write my own stuff, so first of all, thank you for that! (⌒0⌒)／~~ Secondly, I really do understand where you're coming from so I personally don't have any issues as long as I get to read the final chapter of your books before I die (which isnt happening anytime soon ) (^o^;) In any case, all the very best for your thesis and take your time. I know many people will agree with me on this too. Fighting! And we won't stop loving your work either so we're right here waiting for you! Do your best and come back to us with loads of chapters!! ＼(^_^)／ Thank you for the wonderful work you've given us!
Have barely survived each day lately...
Heya pipz! First of all I am sorry for being inactive for so long. Tomorrow is our last day of exam or the prelims and I am kinda getting buried in school and house works. I can't really focus on anything right now and I feel so drained. Just the other day, March 15, I got scammed and lost a huge amount of money. Not just huge it's really a lot. And I am ashamed because I saved that money for my son, I even starved myself just to earn and save that money. I didn't spend a single coin from that money for so long. And then in just a day it's all gone. I was so drained, panicked and lost the other day. My anxiety and depression kicking in and my head is all over the place. And not joking I had suicide thoughts again which I didn't have like probably years. So there, I don't really know what to do now because we really need that money but because of me it's all gone. All I wanted was just to earn more but there are really people who have no heart and can do something like this to people, not just me but to other people. I know it's also dumb of me to invest on them, but what can I do? I really wanted to earn more and I needed money. So pipz, please be careful y'all, choose who you trust, not just with your money but as well as in any other aspects. And to the people who scams others or take advantage to others, may God bless you. I don't really expect the scammers to give me back the money, all I want now is their sincere regret and them stopping that kind of doing and I wish there will be no more victims of something like this.
@PresleyBush08 @Noah0Mira thank you so much, this is a lot for me. You don't how much I needed someone to actually cheer me up like this because for real there only few people in my life right now who actually does. Thank you so much. And please be careful too. Let's also prioritize our metal health and well being. Blessing to all of us <3
@HTempest im so sorry that happened to you. I know my apologies won't do anything, but i wish you well and hope all the best for you.
Could you please update your Narusasu story I want to see them get together
@WaterfallFlowers hello darling! Thank you for reading my story. Don't worry I didn't forget about my stories. I am just really on a tight spot in the present and I have been juggling everything on the same time. Sorry for making you all wait, I can't promise to update it soon, I certainly will update it when I can. Thank you again and sorry.
I just red Loved you, hopelessly and found that I have so many typographical errors also I feel irritated why it turned out to have such errors in apostrophes. I plan to edit, but I haven't even updated the next chapter. I really am sorry for that, I just really can't find time (right and long). I have a two researches to finish along with some other school works. The finals are also nearing, so yeah. Really sorry, but again I have no plan on abandoning it.
@HTempest, I understand, I'll be testing for the next 2 weeks myself and know how stressful and time-consuming it will be. Hope you do well, and I don't doubt that anything new on the coming chapters will be a let down.
Hi pipz! I just uploaded a new fanfiction! I'd really appreciate if you check it out! Keep safe and hope you like it!
Hi pipz, I don't know if I should post another story. It is a KHR Fanfiction. It is not done yet but i've finished many chapters so far. But for some reason I don't know if I should post it, knowing I still haven't updated Loved you, hopelessly and it is still on going. So I want to have your opinions, should I post it and be it my another ongoing fanfiction or should I wait. And another thing I don't know if I should also continue it, i'm not really confident about it.
@HTempest np, I hope you keep safe aswell and im glad your confident enough to post your fanfic. I'll definitely check it out.
@PresleyBush08 , good day to you and thank you for replying. And most of all thanknyou for reading Loved You, Hoplessly! Honestly you guys are my reasons for continuing it, I don't want to disappoint you and that is also why I am taking a long time to update. And also I have come to a decision to post my KHR Fanfiction, hooe you add it to your list too. Again thank you, and keep safe!
@HTempest i personally really like loved you, hopelessly and would really appreciate if you continued it. Also, if you feel like another fanfic would be the better way to go then i think you should do it. Which ever is more comfortable to you.
