Hadrianne-Ilianaura
Zia, this was the book I was talking about. It made me cry a couple times but that is partly to do with it being an angst fics.
https://www.wattpad.com/story/262160995
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Tommy doesn't cope, he bottles it, gift wraps it, and boxes it up. This includes TRAUMA, EMOTIONS, QUESTIONS, all manner of things one can be afraid to deal with or ask. The only coping mechanism he has is rebellion, the act, or behavior directly disobeying requests, orders, and all other variety of commands. He does this as a subconscious coping mechanism as his body recognizes he has trauma and does the opposite of what got him the trauma. When a crate of bottles break, back come the issues included in the crate.
Hadrianne-Ilianaura
Don't you hate it when a book ends just it starts getting addictingly good haha, me too.
Hadrianne-Ilianaura
@ZiaOmbra There's this one book I read, and it got super addicting, but was flooded with angst, if my memory serves me right, it was called 'The lights will guide you home'. If I'm wrong I know it was something similar to that.
Hadrianne-Ilianaura
Pretty sure I'm just overreacting, but my best friend, whom I love very much. Is ghosting me. He hasn't reached out to me at all in the past nearly three months since we last spoke, he doesn't reply to my texts and my calls never make it past one ring before it goes to voicemail. Did I screw up that bad? Have I been that bad of a friend to him? Did I say something wrong? Did I forget something important? Am I misinterpreting his intent? I want to cry now. I am spiraling again.
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@ZiaOmbra It turned out the dumbass jumped into a pool with his phone in his pocket. I just got too paranoid about it because of the abandonment issues.
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@Hadrianne-Ilianaura That's currently happening with me and my girlfriend right now, if people keep leading you on or ignoring you, some day you'll just have to let them go (I've done it with a friend already).
Hadrianne-Ilianaura
This is the vampire diaries book I was talking about.
https://www.wattpad.com/story/266284651
Hadrianne-Ilianaura
This is the dsmp book I was talking about
https://www.wattpad.com/story/271785544
Hadrianne-Ilianaura
Hahaha
My current top two favorite books are from two COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FANDOMS those being vampire diaries and the dsmp.
Hadrianne-Ilianaura
Sleep? Whomever that is, I do not know them. It is 3:48 a.m. my time, and I have spent the past seven hours lying awake and very desperate for something I know I won't be getting.
Hadrianne-Ilianaura
I swear to the higher souls my cat just said "My house" . Not the point though. I had a panic attack while at work. One of the six kids I babysit ran into the kitchen while I was making lunch and screamed at the top of their lungs and I got spooked so bad I had a panic attack. I broke down crying curled into a ball in the furthest corner from the door. Heh, the stress of today nearly caused me to pass out, because I tend to forget how to breathe when crying like I was.
Hadrianne-Ilianaura
I just finished reading "the lights will guide you home" for a third time and I am still bawling like the first time I read it.