HaiLizzy_24

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Okay I just need to vent about this real quick, you can read it or not I don't care this just me typing out my feelings at the moment so you can ignore it
          	
          	
          	
          	So lately I just feel like shit, thats all I can. I lost motivation to do a lot of things that I love and just want to drop everything and lay in bed for awhile, ignoring the outside world and just be left alone. Sorta harf to do any of that when a) you have school b) you have annoying little sister you share a room with and c) I force myself to hang out with people. Yes, force. I need to force myself to around my best friends when in reality I dont. And I'm not saying that I hate them or anything, no I love them with all my heart and would probably give up my life for them of needed but theres days where I just want to be alone. I dont know if its just my anxiety just acting real bad recently or I have become a total dick but I'm just tired of feeling this way. I want to go back to where I wasnt feeling this and yeah.
          	
          	Sorry if I made your day shit and thought this was an update... I don't know when but I'll try to update soon. Sorry

HaiLizzy_24

this message may be offensive 
Okay I just need to vent about this real quick, you can read it or not I don't care this just me typing out my feelings at the moment so you can ignore it
          
          
          
          So lately I just feel like shit, thats all I can. I lost motivation to do a lot of things that I love and just want to drop everything and lay in bed for awhile, ignoring the outside world and just be left alone. Sorta harf to do any of that when a) you have school b) you have annoying little sister you share a room with and c) I force myself to hang out with people. Yes, force. I need to force myself to around my best friends when in reality I dont. And I'm not saying that I hate them or anything, no I love them with all my heart and would probably give up my life for them of needed but theres days where I just want to be alone. I dont know if its just my anxiety just acting real bad recently or I have become a total dick but I'm just tired of feeling this way. I want to go back to where I wasnt feeling this and yeah.
          
          Sorry if I made your day shit and thought this was an update... I don't know when but I'll try to update soon. Sorry