I know nobody would probably see this, I just needed to let this out, but I'm really near my breaking point rn, I feel so alone and lonely, everything is falling apart, my family is dissapointed at everything I do, I'm disgusting and literally doesn't deserve to be here:cc I've gotten flashbacks when I was sexually harassed by our house maids son, I haven't told this to anybody cause nobody will believe me anyway, so yeah I'm not fine, I just wanna sleep and never wake up:> my thoughts are killing me rn, I hope someday I'd feel better, help me:)