VIXX is life

heyy ^^ thank you for adding my one shot to your list~ and I apologise for my english in advance, it was my first time writing in another language than mine--

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          I don't think I'm going to write any more Yoonmin stories, so I'm going to change my profile too. Again, sorry for everyone who followed me because of my Yoonmin writing. Feel free to unfollow me if you want. 
          
          If any of you like the stories I haven't deleted yet and have a good plot or idea to continue them, please message me, and I'll give my stories to the person who I think can bring the best out of what I wrote before. I'll give credits to that person and share the accounts if anyone wants to continue my stories. 
          
          To avoid misunderstandings, I'm not going to stop writing. I am working on another story right now and I want to focus on that one. It's Neo from VIXX, and it's about Taekwoon having a social phobia, trying to get over it with Hakyeon's help. 
          
          If anyone wants to know, these are my favourite groups with my ultimate ships at the moment:
          - VIXX: Neo
          - NCT: Taewin, Johnten, Dotae/Taedo, Taeten (yes, a lot of Taeyong ships)
          - Seventeen: Junhoon (this ship is so underrated TT)
          - ASTRO: Binwoo
          
          These will be the groups and ships I'll write about the most, although I think I'd write about Binwoo the least often. Most of my stories are Neo I think, as VIXX is my ultimate group right now and I can match a lot of storylines I like with their personalities. 
          
          My rant has finally ended now. Thank you for reading this and I hope you all respect my decision <3

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          Hi everyone.
          
          As some of you might have seen already, I discontinued or deleted most of my stories. I have multiple reasons for deciding to do so, and I wanted you to know why. 
          
          My first reason is that I don't really have the motivation in me to continue writing. I also have a huge writers block, and I just don't know what to do anymore. For example, for my most popular story 'hybrid', I have the most important details and Jimin's past worked out, but I just can't get further because I don't know where to start, work towards and end. 
          
          The third reason is that sadly, I don't really like BTS that much anymore...? I've been getting into new groups a lot lately, and with that my interest for BTS became less. I really enjoy writing about newfound ships or my ultimate biases or bias groups, but BTS isn't one of them anymore. 
          
          
          The last reasons are lack of time and my mental state. My grades are really low and I don't have time to write a lot anymore. I have to focus on my homework and teste first now. As for myself, my mental state is getting worse and I am becoming more and more depressed. My group of friends seems to fall apart and I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts. I am busy trying to get a psychologist who helps me, but I still have to wait. I personally think that my health goes first, sorry for everyone who liked my stories.

Okay guys, I've decided to change some things. I've started planning a story that I created a pretty long time ago, but never posted. I'm first gonna write that one, as I noticed that I write better and don't procrastinate that much. My other stories will be on a hiatus, but I don't know if I'm going to continue them, due to writer's block and lack of ideas in general. My new story is about social phobia, and it's Neo(VIXX). I hope that you'll like the story, but a slight warning: it's not smutty, it'll contain a lot of fluff, but if y'all want I can make a last chapter with more adult content.

Yesterday was a tragic day. It started off promising good things, with the news that Big Bang's Taeyang is going to marry the woman he loves. Sadly, that same afternoon, we got devastating news. I was in school when some of my friends sent me screenshots about what happened with SHINee's Jonghyun. I did some research because I couldn't believe it, but it's true. Kim Jonghyun is not with us anymore. Apparently he sent his sister a suicide note before taking his own life. Later that day one of his friends revealed a letter that he had left for when he was gone. 
          
          Even though I'm not a Shawol, this news really touched me. I've listened to SHINee often, but didn't really get into the fandom. I really regret that now, and I feel so sorry for all the fans who are even more hurt than me. 
          
          I also saw something else, a quote which touched me too: "God chose another angel to join his choir. I didn't know it would be you".
          
          To all Shawols out there, we, from every fandom, will be here for you and we'll get through this together. 
          
          Nevertheless, he will always be in our hearts. Rest in peace, our beloved Jonghyun <3
           #Shawolsstaystrong #RosesForJonghyun #RIPJonghyun #RestInPeace