"I try and blink for a second to forget about everything in life but then it all comes back to mind and I have to fake the smile to cover up the broken pieces. I say im fine to save from all the questions but in reality i'm really crying out for help on the inside"~???

"In life you always try and prevent someone from doing what you are or once did. You tell them all the positive things but when it comes to you, you don't believe in a single thing of positivity. You fake a laugh or a smile just to show your not in pain on the inside. You try and forget everything around you but that's all just a fantasy and its time to wake up to reality"~???