Dear Anonymous, (I hope you know who you are.)
Did you finally forget about me, even though you promised you never would? Did you finally get bored of me, even though you said I wasn't boring? Did you finally realize how worthless I am, no matter how much you tried to tell me I wasn't? Did you finally see how pointlessly and pathetically useless I am, although you told me that there was a reason I was here? Did you finally realize how much of a waste of time I am, despite the countless times you told me you weren't wasting your time? Did you finally realize that I was just your second choice all along, the second choice that never got a chance? Did you finally replace me with someone much better and much more deserving of your time, although you told me there wasn't anyone more deserving? Did you finally understand why I always beat myself up for everything, even though you said I had no reason to? Did you finally accept that I have been broken and broken again, unable to be fixed? Did you finally stop lying to yourself? Did you finally open your eyes to reality?
Wish I knew.
~Love Mee