HalizaTomran

hi,
          i never thought i would be doing this again, but here we are. i outgrew wattpad a few years back and I never truly looked back.i unpublished all my stories in between, feeling a bit embarrassed after going through my own work and finding it to be childish, toxic and even a bit problematic. today I was thinking about my time here andi realised that these were the stories that kept me alive during one of the worst times of my life. this community, this culture, this fandom is what kept me going. erasing that part of myself did not sit right with me anymore. i am proud of every story i wrote here, however flawed it was, because every minute that I was weaving these fanfiction worlds was a minute spent not doing something that I would regret. to the tiny group of people who read my stories, thank you- the validation i got from being enjoyed as a fic writer was so precious to me. 
          
          as a monument of my time here, i have republished Hope, though I will not be continuing with the rest of the unfinished books in the Intertwined Love series. harry and hazel and harriet all have my heart. 
          
          this is a final goodbye to what has been a wondrous time. 
          
          all the love,
          H xxx

I am so embarrassed posting this. I had said earlier that I would be changing the names in my fics, but throughout these days that I have been working on changing them, I realised that I couldn't do that. I just couldn't. I associate the characters to these names and changing them at this stage just hinders my writing process. I want to make it clear, though, that when I use the boys' names, I dont mean them in real life; I am talking about the characters that I made up myself that share the name and appearance with the boys'. People's personalities make them who they are and the fact that the personalities of my characters differ so much from the boys' personalities means that these are two different things. 
          
          Though I am continuing all my ongoing fanfictions as, well, fanfictions, I want to make it clear that there is no new fanfiction material about the boys ever coming from me. I'm so embarrassed and so sorry. 
          All the love, 
          H xxx

Hi. I dont know how much of you will understand this but after the Louis and  Euphoria incident, I have decided that I am no longer writing fanfiction. No, I am not deleting the books, but I'll be changing the names of the characters. After the incidence, I have realised that Fanfiction writers are doing the same exact thing that the creators of Euphoria did. That was disrespectful and this is too. I have utmost love in my heart for the boys and I do not want to, in any way, disrespect any of them, especially through something that is on such a platform. I hope you all will understand where I am coming from. I'll take some time to make changes and come back. 
          All the love, 
          H xxx

Sorry, I haven't been able to update, but i promise I'll update after 31rst, I have my Spanish exams, ugh.
          All the love, 
          H xxx

Hi! I am soooo sorry I couldn't update today, I promise I'll be updating Hope today, pinky promise. 
          All the love,
          H xxx

And it's here! Go check out my new Zouis, you won't regret it...hopefully. Eeks!
          All the love,
          H xxx
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/187463721-undying

Hi! You might have noticed that suddenly Hope and Infinity have just one chapter! I owe you all an explanation. When I came back from the break I was excited to start writing again. But when I actually started typing, my brain went blank because just nothing felt right. Every word that I had written in my books felt forced. And I realized that I couldn't go on like this. So I am revamping and rewriting 'Hope' and 'Infinity' so the readers can see the authentic me. And all I need is your support in this. 
          All the love,
          H xxx

Okay, here's the announcement that I was waiting for SO long to make... (cue the drumroll)....I AM BACK, FOR REAL!!! I have like so many things planned out in my head for all my stories and I cannot wait to share it all of it with you! Everyone who has ever showed love to my books and to every one who has waited patiently, I am unbelievably grateful to you and I am extremely pumped to get out with some really exciting stuff I have been working on. Can't wait!
          All the love,
          H xxx

Hello!! If y'all are wondering then no, I am not yet back :'( But I wanna tell you all something. One of my best friends at school has a BTS fanfiction here on Wattpad (go check it out on her profile @jiminstolemyjamz ) which just reached 1.68k reads! I am so proud of you, girl I cannot believe it!! Love ya! 
          
          P.S I'll be back on 15 March, 2019 with a trunk full of new content, so keep your eyes peeled :)

i'm so happy you like my book!! love u