HallieEdwardsLovatoHernandez16

So a lot has happened since I have been on this wattpad account. I figured out a lot about myself and I figured out why my life sucks. My life sucks because I need to die to fix it. A lot of my family hates me along with a lot of them calling me fat and fucked up and saying that they will disown me if I date a girl. I found out that I am genderfluid which is kind of complicated in itself. I really like this girl but she doesn't like me like that and honestly it really hurts but I am working to get over her. I have liked her for a long time but I know that she doesn't like me so I guess I am becoming the crazy dog woman

Why do I always screw up 

Maybe if I was dead, all of these problems wouldn't be happening! Everyone would be happy and I wouldn't be here to ruin everything for everyone!

I am never good enough for anyone

Sometime I do feel like a charity case because I know I will never be good enough for anyone

i hate emotions and i am never okay because i don't have the person i truly care about to comfort me.
          I don't get how someone could say that I am a charity case to my best friend when they don't even know our friendship. She is my HB and I am her ZB. ANYONE who says that our friendship is a charity case is lying and I WILL punch them in the face

i just want to cry because i need someone to hold me. I am so sad

i guess this is what my life has come to. I am asking google.com how to get over someone you love who doesn't love you back

Thx for the follow!

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