Halo1212

Fuck this shit. I'm just about to the point where I'm gonna throw in the towel and say "Fuck it I'm done". Or maybe I'll just find my bald and start up again. Cause it gets harder and harder every day. Seems like more people dont want me around anymore. Am I that fucked up that NOBODY wants me around anymore? I guess so. So you know what I just might hide somewhere. Get away from everything. I REALLY DONT FUCKING CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You all can feel free with unfollowing me. I never really get on here anymore. I only made my wattpad to talk to someone but it seems they hardly get on anymore so. So I wont be getting on here anymore so. Good bye everyone. May life treat you well

I'm just done. With love. With trying to hold out for someone to come into my life. I'm done. I've gotta face it theres not gonna be anyone coming into my life that will make me whole again. I've gotta face it that theres no one out there that will try to fix to me. I'm just lonely stoner and thats hows its gonna be.

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Whats the meaning of life? I'll tell you the meaning it's just a shit hole that we have to live in even if we don't want to. Well I could care less anymore. I don't care what people think of me anymore. Because i already know I'm a failure at life. I'll probably be lonely eternity. But whats it matter? I guess it really don't. And sry that I haven't been on in forever

I'm so fucking done with people, girls, love, relationships, everything. If you want to say in my life reply to this but if you don't I don't blame you. But this shit is so fucking dumb and stupid. I'm done with it. It's like I'm a ghost and no body seems to care. I use to be full of light but now it's nothing but darkness. I put on my fake smile to throw people off so they think I'm happy when I'm really not. Now people play with black fire. And most my friends know I'm a pretty chill person till I'm pissed off or when my depression kicks in. And the depression kicks in almost every day. I just don't know what to do anymore.

Is it worth living a lie?

I'm done. The door is now open. I'm taking a razor from art class. Everyone of friends hate me or act like they like me but it's all just a play. I put on my fake ass smile so they don't see the pain I'm in. But what does it matter? No one seems to care about me anymore.

Today I have my fake smile on. I'm just an outcast. A no body. A lone wolf. No one. I keep to my shadow bc its the only thing i know now. Ive hurt so many people that I loved, cared about. Did I think of what would happen no I didn't so it also back fired on me. I've lost so many people that Ive held close. And Ive been seeing things in my head saying that I'll lose my father. And they say it will be soon when I will lose him. I cant lose my father. Because if I lose him, I'll finely go out of my mind and stop talking to everyone I will become a ghost. I'll be no where to be found. Hell I might end up 6 feet down. I'm also writing a letter to someone who hates me so that hurts me as well. *goes and locks myself in a dark room and sits in the dark*

Today is my birthday. So far its going good. Just have my fake smile on so no one knows about my pain that I'm in.  Only a few know about the pain I'm in. And I'm glad that I have @jacobah556 to be by my side. I love you @jacobah556