Seasons

When it rains I feel like crying
When it snows I feel like dying
In the summer I fall asleep
In the spring I cut and bleed
I cut my wrist both left and right
I let the pain be my light
My wrist is bloody
My body is weak
Know body is home
I don't hear a peep
Am I dead or am I alive
I need my friends by my side
I take some pills to fill my sorrow
My dad comes home the day after tomorrow
I didn't think it would end like this
but it happened so sudden