Hamayim

Remember me
          But not in my sin
          Remember me when tears poured from my eyes
          When I pleaded to you
          For deliverance
          Let those moments come to your remembrance
          When you hear my voice
          When I pray
          When I call out to you
          Let that desperation
          Reach your throne without hindrance
          Do not say to me
          "...I never knew you"
          When throughout my suffering I made myself known
          Like the widow and the wicked judge
          Her petitions for vengeance
          Are like my prayers to you
          There is but one difference
          It is that I still wait for an answer
          So I say again
          Remember me

Sucks having absolutely no one to turn to.

Man’s worst enemy is often what he chooses to believe.

It puts a smile on my face to see a smile in your heart.

I'm fucking tired of this life.

I'm tired of paying for other people's mistakes.

I knew true love too soon. I don't feel I can ever love that way again. 
          
          But if I do, I'll do everything in my power to keep it.

I miss when I could say I love you but now I'm afraid it will fall on deaf ears and a cold heart. 

There is someone with whom I was once deeply in love, but now when I look at him I know that I will never have the chance I once desired above all else. My admiration still remains, but time, space, and distance are cruel to love.

Is it possible to be in a relationship with someone you've never met?