Hamayim

Why do men abandon me?

I wasn't made for this kind of relationship

Love really makes me feel like a fool. Because sometimes all I want is to be held, but we are almost a thousand miles apart.

I'm too much of a yearner 

My heart is safe
          in his studious
          carpenter hands

My favorite learning curve is learning about you
          The sweetest man I know despite all you've been through
          I wish I had someone to say these things to
          But for now, I'll wait for the day I say it to you

I love love when it comes from him
          It is without guilt and without sin
          It purifies my heart's hatred from within
          And makes the flames of my rage go dim

I was supposed to be reading something :o

yeah I actually stopped therapy lol

I actually started therapy today. This sh!t is hard to do in 45 minutes!