i know people like seeing my writing and some people even compliment it but my mental state hasn't been at all good the past few months and some things got worse over this week and so none of that time has been dedicated to writing. all i did was get myself deeper into a hole that i physically cant get out of so until i have either a scrap of motivation or my mental state goes back to something someone would call normal, then im not really going to do much writingwise anymore
sorry :(
I want to write but when the motivation just isnt there and any writing im doing is being forced out of me it kinda sucks. as much as i want to talk about everything on my mind and just ramble i dont want to bother anyone so i wont talk about it here but if i can vent in someone, anyones dms i really dont mind, then please can you :')
anyway yeah, i love you all (platonically <3) and i hope that no one hates me for this ; - ;