HamilTENdual

Um I noticed that no one rlly cares about me here or irl, kinda don’t know what life means anymore

HamilTENdual

I need some support rn. My best friend just committed suicide. Last night. I never said goodbye.

CInderSkywing009099

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@HamilTENdual 
            
            I really don't know emotions very well, and I don't know what toes the line of "annoyingly cliché" and what goes into the realm of "not supportive", so please forgive me if I go into one or any of those categories, but I really hope you feel... okay. 
            
            Loss is really... fuck it, death, it's just... very... hm.
            
            Well, if my words so far haven't made it clear, it's hard to explain. 
            
            Closure is, I think, one of the hardest parts of it. Or rather the possible lack of closure it provides. It doesn't feel like an end, a beginning, a middle, or anything. It just feels... empty, to me, personally. 
            
            I really hope, as I said, that you're okay. Not "okay" as in you're feeling too down to actually respond, but "okay" as in you can hold on with a sliver of hope--and that's *hard* in this situation, I can only imagine.
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HamilTENdual

Being out at school isn’t just about who you like, for trans, nonbinary, and other gender students, it’s about being respected as who you are.
          Things people have actually said to me:
          “Are you a boy or a girl?”
          “I meant like what is your birth gender.”
          “I’m only going to call you by your real name.”
          Comments like these might seem small, but they can make school feel unsafe and uncomfortable. Remember these comments AFFECT OUR MENTAL HEALTH!
          How you can make a difference:
          ✨ Use the name and pronouns someone asks for
          ✨ Don’t ask personal or medical questions
          ✨ Shut down jokes or rumors when you hear them
          ✨ Treat trans and nonbinary classmates like… classmates
          Respect isn’t complicated, but it changes everything.
          RE-POST THIS! (I made this because of some recent experiences and need this shared!)

HamilTENdual

Guess who’s gender can’t decide? This person! Um so basically I identify as Asterfluidflux which means and I am just gonna copy and paste it: Asterfluid is a form of genderfluidity in which one is fluid between agender, neutrois, non-aligned, and/or other neutral genders. This may include neutrois, non-aligned, demigender, agender, etc. It does not include manhood or womanhood, it can include masculine and/or feminine genders if they don’t encompass manhood or womanhood. 
          
          
          And then just make it flux! Anyway have a beautiful day/night and don’t sleep because f*ck school!!!!!

CInderSkywing009099

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@HamilTENdual YESSS F*CK SCHOOOOOL
            
            But then again, if I don't go to college or go to a bad one I have a slight hunch my grandparents might like cut off my inheritance which I'm assuming I have as of now
            
            So
            
            Well
            
            Still fuck school.
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