HammerOfRage

I think I owe everyone an explanation if everyone hasn't already unfollowed me and the like.
          	
          	While I can't afford the proper testing, I am 99% certain that I have high-functioning autism. As a result, I am burned out 24/7. I've found some meds and therapy that DO help, but I'm caught in that halfway space where they don't seem to be doing their magic as of yet.
          	
          	Don't get me wrong, I do miss writing and desire to get back to it. It might not be Detroit related, but still.
          	
          	I just wanted to get it off my chest. Thank you for reading. ♡

humanigrity

@HammerOfRage You deserve a good rest
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Irawolph

@HammerOfRage not planning on u following. You're one of the few people I still have from the past. I understand the challenges you're facing. I know I can't help but you got a fan in me that seen you at your best and remembers it fondly. I want you to get better. Take care of yourself. We love you
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ThePhantomCroon

@HammerOfRage Take good care of yourself and get well soon
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HammerOfRage

I think I owe everyone an explanation if everyone hasn't already unfollowed me and the like.
          
          While I can't afford the proper testing, I am 99% certain that I have high-functioning autism. As a result, I am burned out 24/7. I've found some meds and therapy that DO help, but I'm caught in that halfway space where they don't seem to be doing their magic as of yet.
          
          Don't get me wrong, I do miss writing and desire to get back to it. It might not be Detroit related, but still.
          
          I just wanted to get it off my chest. Thank you for reading. ♡

humanigrity

@HammerOfRage You deserve a good rest
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Irawolph

@HammerOfRage not planning on u following. You're one of the few people I still have from the past. I understand the challenges you're facing. I know I can't help but you got a fan in me that seen you at your best and remembers it fondly. I want you to get better. Take care of yourself. We love you
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ThePhantomCroon

@HammerOfRage Take good care of yourself and get well soon
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AngieEnns7

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I just barely found out about your profile and holy fucking shit. It is so amazin! The way you describe shit, and your story is just so pleasant. And so nice. And a way. I don’t know how to describe it.!!! I’m currently reading virus and Ahhh It’s so good. Keep up the good work. Your stories are literally amazing. I’ve read in two of them already. And I’m definitely going to reread them.!!!!

Valllian

I know this is random but I remember reading a story called promise, I was just wondering what happened to it? And if you will ever re upload it? Or you’re gonna rewrite it? I’m a huge fan of your books so keep it up! :D

HammerOfRage

@Valllian Promise was taken down by Wattpad, and I don't think I'll ever rewrite it, honestly. It was problematic.
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anime_only_plz

Are you planning to ever take "patience" of hiatus and complete it

anime_only_plz

@anime_only_plz no problem hope your doing alright no rush I was just curious is all so no need to worry (๑•̀д•́๑)
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HammerOfRage

@anime_only_plz I'm sorry hon, writing is really difficult for me right now.
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anime_only_plz

@anime_only_plz well that's fine thanks for answering
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coryxkenshin

Hey! Just came to say that I enjoy your stories a lot and hope all is good and well :) I just wanted to see if you considered posting your old and new stuff on Ao3? Just in case Wattpad decides to be even more strict with its guidelines.

coryxkenshin

@HammerOfRage Most definitely lol. It's a lot better than here, but it all depends on what works best for you. And if you do consider it, there are some tutorials on how to navigate and use the site entirely.
            
            I would recommend using the announcement board for sure so everyone knows.
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HammerOfRage

@succubusbri Seeing as how everyone is know seems to use Ao3, I'm considering it. I'd have to make sure everyone knows it's me, though lmao
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HammerOfRage

Hey cubs, I'm not completely vanished. I have a lot going on at work, and honestly, I sort of lost my creative spark. I went through some TMS therapy, but my writers block is real.
          
          I'm hoping that some new subject matter will help, but we'll see. I'm sorry. ♡

elliescoolyk

Don’t worry about it and take as long as a break that you need mentally and physically even if it’s years or forever your mental health is most important no one will be mad! I hope you are having an amazing day and get some rest!
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XxRandom_DoodXx

That Yandere Connor never fails to mesmerize me, every drop of tears is worth it. Reading it soon!

HammerOfRage

@XxRandom_DoodXx Either way, thank you!
            
            My phone doesn't get notifications anymore, lmao.
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XxRandom_DoodXx

@XxRandom_DoodXx Rereading rather*
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HammerOfRage

"Empathy burnout is a real thing. After so many years of putting other people first, overpouring, overgiving, people-pleasing, putting other people first, trying to understand people's reasons for hurting you, and now finally you're exhausted, drained, and indifferent. So, when people try to return after treating you badly, you just genuinely no longer care."

HammerOfRage

@WanderingEldest I'm not religious, but I'm not offended, so thank you. To me, someone saying that they'll pray for me is them doing the Absolute best thing they can think of for me, and it's flattering and heartwarming.
            
            I appreciate everything, cub, so thank you so much. I'm okay, though, I promise! ♡♡♡
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WanderingEldest

From one author to another, I just wanted to say that you are loved and you are valued. I know life can be hard sometimes as I also struggle with mental health issues, but I just wanted to lift you up and say that I enjoy the stories you write no matter the weather. Please do not be offended when I say this because I’m not sure if you’re religious- but God loves you. No matter how you feel, always remember you are fearfully and wonderfully made. I mean that from the bottom of my heart. <3
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