I told her that I’d do everything to avoid her and put her at peace, but she’d never talk to me again. I know nobody is going to read this so there isn’t a point to writing this. She never did talk to me about being uncomfortable so I didn’t know what she didn’t want and did.
She broke it over a note during 3rd, and that was the first and last ever note she’ll ever give me. She may not have shown me affection, but I did show her as much as I could, but I guess she didn’t like it at all.
She called me clingy, and I’d say that’s about right and won’t blame her for that, but if she said anything about it, I would’ve listened immediately and changed again. I understand that I wasn’t the best, but all I wanted back was love but I was a fool and wasted another 11 months of my life just to get dropped like a fly again.
I know she’ll never chase me down for something so I’ve deleted everything of her off my phone already and blocked her contacts, that means even games. Just sad to know that she didn’t love me back like I really thought. Although she saved me during hard times, all she did now was make it worse on me because I thought I’d marry her, but I’m wrong about that too.