HamonRato

I have no reason to hold onto this app and I know well that nobody checks this so imma leave from this app for who knows how long.

She texted me outta nowhere and asked me when my birthday was and I just smiled so hard while at the table with my family

Decided to not to confess to her at all since I know I probably will be left again if I even manage to end up in a relationship, and due to the fact that I probably won’t be ready for dating for at least a year, if not more.

By being by myself and thinking things over, I finally realized that I’ve fallen for this wonderful girl, although I don’t think I have the courage to ever ask her out. But just for now, I’ll hang out with her since hanging out with her is so much fun

If I were to ever date someone else again, I’d have to see if they’re truly willing to give it their all in the relationship so it is not a one sided love.
          
          Except I do truly want to ask someone out on a hangout first then see how she truly is. 

Deathly afraid to get too comfortable with women now

I’m ready to truly forgive my past love for what happened and how it ended.
          
          I realized that being rude isn’t the best way to just be everyday and that kindness needs to be shown to everybody, even those who hurt you in ways that you never wanted to be hurt by again.
          
          I know I wasn’t the greatest at all but I did what I could and if she didn’t truly love me, I have to accept that and just let her be.
          
          Wish I could say it in person but I never want to speak to her again so I can forget everything we shared.

I think I might be starting to fall for someone who is so kind.

I had a long conversation with someone I knew from 7th, and surprisingly, she came to talk to me first.

We both walk together after 6th period ends but we go to different floors so we have to depart whenever going to 7th period. 
          
          We’ve been improving our friendship each day in which I like her as a friend so far honestly.