HamonRato

Quick midnight update on something new I did.
          	
          	It wasn’t all that important, but since me and Arianna both get picked up by car, we decided to walk together to the front of the school where we both separated ways to leave the school.
          	
          	We didn’t talk much during our way to the front but we talked as much as normal friends would, and we just talked about how much we both hate the school and how we both wanted to go home.
          	
          	She’s pretty fun to talk to, even though we don’t have much to say to each other.
          	
          	I saw her during first lunch today since I had to resume my test and had to go to first lunch instead of second. We didn’t talk there because I knew she wanted her time to talk to her other friends and besides, I’m not trying to be too pushy on others, only in my friend group will I be close.
          	
          	First time walking with her is actually kinda pleasant, but I would like her to continue being my friend.

HamonRato

Quick midnight update on something new I did.
          
          It wasn’t all that important, but since me and Arianna both get picked up by car, we decided to walk together to the front of the school where we both separated ways to leave the school.
          
          We didn’t talk much during our way to the front but we talked as much as normal friends would, and we just talked about how much we both hate the school and how we both wanted to go home.
          
          She’s pretty fun to talk to, even though we don’t have much to say to each other.
          
          I saw her during first lunch today since I had to resume my test and had to go to first lunch instead of second. We didn’t talk there because I knew she wanted her time to talk to her other friends and besides, I’m not trying to be too pushy on others, only in my friend group will I be close.
          
          First time walking with her is actually kinda pleasant, but I would like her to continue being my friend.

HamonRato

I told her that I’d do everything to avoid her and put her at peace, but she’d never talk to me again. I know nobody is going to read this so there isn’t a point to writing this. She never did talk to me about being uncomfortable so I didn’t know what she didn’t want and did.
          
          She broke it over a note during 3rd, and that was the first and last ever note she’ll ever give me. She may not have shown me affection, but I did show her as much as I could, but I guess she didn’t like it at all. 
          
          She called me clingy, and I’d say that’s about right and won’t blame her for that, but if she said anything about it, I would’ve listened immediately and changed again. I understand that I wasn’t the best, but all I wanted back was love but I was a fool and wasted another 11 months of my life just to get dropped like a fly again.
          
          I know she’ll never chase me down for something so I’ve deleted everything of her off my phone already and blocked her contacts, that means even games. Just sad to know that she didn’t love me back like I really thought. Although she saved me during hard times, all she did now was make it worse on me because I thought I’d marry her, but I’m wrong about that too.