Hi.
I know I haven't been active on this account, and I apologize. I've just found myself drifting away from this account, since it no longer gives me the same happiness I felt when I made it.
I made this account during a rough time in my life. Alot had happened, and it was my way of escaping reality... My way of feeling like I could actually control something. I never really expected my books to get attention. When I saw that people actually liked my books, it made me feel pretty good.
So, I wrote more.
I made 2 book series, and 5 solo books- almost all of them in the Cavin/Pavin hashtag. Around 2022 I started feeling a bit of pressure to put out books on time, and post chapters every single week. It was starting to interfere with my school, and I fell behind.
I couldn't balance things anymore. It was either I didn't do my schoolwork, or I didn't update. My books started not doing as well, and I felt terrible. Then I started going through more personal problems and lost all motivation.
Once I started getting my life back together, I tried going back to weekly updates.
I noticed that during the time period I took a break, I grew away from a lot of the people I once used to love. I realized that if I continued to write about these people, my books would no longer be something people would want to read.
I made this account when I was 11.
I'm turning 15 this year.
I'm sorry if this upsets anyone, but I'm not gonna keep writing about people I have no interest in. I'm grateful for the content they put out that made me start writing, but I'm ready to move on!
With that being said, I have no idea what's in store for this account. I mainly just want to post when I feel like it and write about people, I find interesting and enjoy watching.