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Unrelated to anything the boys in my grade are so like but then they're annoying as fuck. The only good kid that was quiet Asian and really fuckin cute is now a ninth grader which means he's in highschool while I'm still in middle and I have him on snap but like I know he would never get with someone like me and I accept that but it's hard because reality hits hard AF especially when you've liked the damn guy for so long.
But like honestly I'm questioning my sexuality because girls have been looking real good for some reason then last school year I thought i had a crush on one of my friends that's a girl and I think I'm bi instead of straight cus the girls and boys in my grade and school are so fucking beautiful then I'm over here looking like a roach ,scared that I'm not gonna get a bf and die alone.