I'm promising myself now.
That i won't take it anymore,
I'm not going to take being screamed at everytime we meet as if it was a normal greeting.
I'm not going to take my emotions being taken as unimportant, as if my hurt is not valid, that on days when i can't take it, i'm just going to take the stupid things they do and say to me.
I'm not going to take the double standards they have, and i'll remind them everyday that i AM difficult, and they made me act this way.
I'm going to scream back, i'm going to snap, i'm going to fight.
I've tried talking and that clearly does not stick.
So if i have to scream for my hurt to be respected,
That is what i'm going to do.