HandSandCtwinsisters

Heyya Carrots thinking of doing a few more storys. Got some ideas. Hopefully i can turn th into stories. :D. 
          	
          	Love ya xxx
          	
          	~Shani xoxo

HandSandCtwinsisters

Heyya Carrots. I dunno if you heard. Well you probably did but Zayn left and they actually have put him as a past member on their wiki page. I don't know how to express my feeling towards this. I want to cry and I feel so sad because Zayn was a part of something that has helped me and kept me strong when I felt weak and now he's gone I just.....I'm lost and the boys might break up and some directioners are blaming it on the 5SOSfam for no reason. The band is going to break up but I....I'm not ready for it. They've helped me so much I just cna't let go. Does anybody else feel this way??? Chelsie will probably read this and start teasing me about it even though we are friends haha. I just can't believe this is happening after only 5 years. I miss Zayn already and we need to trend #Zayncomeback on twitter. Make him come back and guys we need to stop all this stupid Larry/ Elounor nonsense. (Even though I am on #Larryisreal side) Just stop. We are taring the band apart and we don't even see that. Zayn left because of 'Stress' when in reality it's the fact that we don't get along with other fandoms and when something like this does happen we blame it on others. I can't handle this we need to stop and join together so that the boys don't break up. Also is it just me or does the pics without Zayn just doesn't look right? Right now the boys need us now more than ever so stop fighting over who is real and who is fake and tweet the boys telling them how much you love them how much they have helped us. Don't hate on them don't fight or argue. Okay? Okay!
          
          Anyways sorry for the slight rant I'm pissed off as well as sad and feeling like I want to cry. I can't handle this right now I AM PROUD TO BE CALLED A DIRCTIONER. ONE DIRECTION HELPED ME! THEY SAVED ME! THEY KEPT ME STRONG WHEN I WAS WEAK! I love them and I don't want to let go of the past 5 years. Not yet. Please help me keep the boys together and to get Zayn back as a band.
          
          ~Shani xoxo